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Feb 1, 2025
Yesterday, as you can see from my last journal entry, I was in a horrible mood. I slept better last night, so I’m in a better mood today. I’m actually in the Burger King parking lot, waiting for...
Jan 31, 2025
I’m so torn between wanting to get better and wishing I would get something that would simply kill me. Of course, I would prefer to be healthy and live as long as Tom. But since that’s obviously...
Jan 29, 2025
The Bactrim seems to be kicking this UTI out once and for all. I noticed a difference after just three doses—that’s about how many it usually takes for me to start feeling improvement. There are...
Jan 28, 2025
Yesterday, I noticed the nurse at Rhonda’s place, a guy named Brandon whom I’ve seen before, took my blood pressure over my long sleeve. He did it on my right arm. So, the other nurse who said i...
Jan 27, 2025
Misogyny: Being stuck in the closet and afraid to come out of it. That’s all it is. Men lashing out at the very beings they wish they were attracted to. Such a shame too. This is 2025, not 1925....
Jan 26, 2025
Not too long ago, I unblocked FB messages from Andy, wondering if he would ever notice—and he did. Now part of me wishes I hadn’t given in to my curiosity. I asked AI how to read messages withou...
Jan 25, 2025
Sipping on a fresh cup of Colombian coffee with a freeze warning in effect, and I’m not happy about it. I definitely didn’t come here for this kind of weather, but in a few days, it’s supposed t...
Jan 24, 2025
Although the odds are about the same as winning millions in the lottery, another possibility is urethral cancer. I seem to have a lot, if not most, of the symptoms. I took Azo for UTI pain yeste...
Jan 23, 2025
Yay! I think I may have finally killed this infection after all! It seems like the residual effects of Cipro helped finish it off. I’ll wait a few days and see if the WBCs are still present. I h...
Jan 22, 2025
The Facebook visitor still comes around even though they skipped a day. I’m still going with it being Tammy given the timing that the visits started along with her emails. The only thing I don’t...
Jan 20, 2025
I slept worse than the night before, yet somehow I have a little more energy today. Go figure. At least in the midst of snoring and dreaming about receiving threats in the mail from who knows wh...
Jan 19, 2025
If my Facebook visitor was Tammy, she didn’t check in yesterday. I still have mixed emotions about her, but I’m definitely leaning towards staying away. I feel bad for ignoring someone who’s lon...
Jan 18, 2025
keeps saying that my chats aren’t up to date on Messenger and some are missing because I need to enter a special PIN number. The problem is that even though I have my current iPhone number on Fa...
Jan 17, 2025
Finished the Australia ride and now I’m in Chile. Played the new course again. Another hole that’s really cool is where you shoot the ball off a diving board and into an empty pool. You try to ...
Jan 16, 2025
Had my virtual appointment with Rhonda. She confirmed my suspicions that I likely have a UTI. The reason I’ve been having a record amount—like three or four in the last year and a half—has to do...
Jan 15, 2025
It took half a decade, but I finally received the contact I knew would eventually come from Tammy. She sent one email to Outlook and two to Gmail. I’m pretty sure I blocked her, so these are lik...
Jan 14, 2025
The home testing strips show a mild presence of WBC in my pee, just as I suspected. But, just like before, there isn’t any bacteria. So, something’s going on every now and then that elevates the...
Jan 13, 2025
Doing this entry as I soak my thumb in vinegar. I forgot to do it yesterday. The nail is definitely better. Last night, I decided to give the antihistamine spray a try to see if it would help m...
Jan 12, 2025
A quick glance at the news is full of the usual sad stuff. It seems some product is being recalled nearly every day, and the mental case involved in the Slender Man stabbing is going to be relea...
Jan 11, 2025
I got it backward. I thought I’d have to wait forever to see a pulmonologist but get right into an ENT. Well, obviously, it’s the opposite. I’ve already seen the ENT, but the pulmonologist is bo...
Jan 10, 2025
Before I begin this entry, I want to take a moment to thank my loyal and regular readers, whoever you are, wherever you are, and whatever your reasons are for reading me. I appreciate you, wheth...
Jan 9, 2025
Sneaky little spammers are searching for my old entries where I’d allow comments on PB to spam me. I wish there was a way to disable all comments at once. Even better, I’d like it if only friend...
Jan 6, 2025
First, I awoke as tired as usual. Only slept a little over 6 hours last night and the night before. I’m tempted to take some Zyrtec before bed even though I’ll be hungover tomorrow. If I’m going...
Jan 5, 2025
I wish I could say I was living an active lifestyle, but with my fatigue and not having much extra money, my activity was limited to going through medications and throwing out what was expired. ...
Jan 4, 2025
Oh, Walmart, we really do have to do your job for you at times, don’t we? Turns out the probiotic drinks I got expired in November! Plus, they gave me half-rotten veggies. There are two things ...
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Written in my 50s and 60s. I lived in California and Florida during this time.