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I wrote this to keep alive

by Sara Crowe

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February 07, 2023

Feb 7 2023

Everything is fine but why my sister is home???


February 06, 2023

Feb 6 2023

Cant believe i’m actually late. I’m not dead. Just busy


February 05, 2023

Feb 5 2023

It’s tiring everyday. I want to move to his place ASAP


February 04, 2023

Feb 4 2023

I wonder if he really love me. But i guess he does. He contacts me almost everyday after all


February 03, 2023

Feb 3 2023

I’m still in love but i need rest


February 02, 2023

Feb 2 2023

Please don’t let me down. I get lots of acne because of you


February 01, 2023

Feb 1 2023

Quite late eh? I personally have ton of things need to be done now. Room for thinking about my own partner doesn’t getting small tho


January 31, 2023

Jan 31 2023

… … … What is love? really


January 30, 2023

Jan 30 2023

The intention is clear. Everything is always in my hand since beginning anyway Ah really…


January 29, 2023

Jan 29 2023

Let’s see what will happen next


January 28, 2023

Jan 28 2023

I’ve become much more independent now and never think about whether my partner will be gone or not. If he really love me he will contact me. If not i’ll be sad but what can i do?


January 26, 2023

Jan 27 2023

I can play Flowers song for my birth family. Really even my coworkers call them toxic. My partner do too. I really don’t need them at all they can remove me from family register


January 25, 2023

Jan 26 2023

I want to be a tree when i die. But i wonder if i can do that


January 24, 2023

Jan 25 2023

Reminder reminder Sometimes i forgot how my partner mind works So reminder to myself to just leave him be. If he want to see me he’ll jump right away to my place. If he doesn’t wanna, hmm well. ...


January 24, 2023

Jan 24 2022

You know what realistic? No one love us unconditionally. Even our parents love us because we come from their seed and egg. If someone doesn’t fit our condition just leave


January 23, 2023

Jan 23 2022

Cant wait anymore…


January 22, 2023

Liars

One guy said he liked me but date someone else and eventually marry her One guy said he loves me but he broke his promise with my parents My parents said they love me but they keep getting in the...


January 21, 2023

Jan 22 2023

If Homura said love is peak of human emotion, then the peak of love is suffering, suffering in the name of love, suffering for thinking about love. My mind is in shambles really … Can’t i just li...


January 20, 2023

Jan 21 2023

Whenever i go home to parents house i always feel like i had never gone to Jakarta, Surabaya and Malang to meet him. Really it’s weird.


January 19, 2023

Jan 20 2023

I wonder what’s on my partner head. I hope he doesn’t choose me because of pity. If he want relationship with girl with large boobs he should have gone to her and never see me again


January 19, 2023

About genshin

Kadang ga main genshin karena jadi mikir hal yang udah lalu. Tapi setelah lihat orangnya jadi mikir “kenapa aku harus sedih karena orang kaya dia?”


January 18, 2023

January 19 2023

I don’t want to think too hard anymore. If i’m not to your liking just go away and never come back. I wish my family would do so like that. They just after my money


January 17, 2023

Jan 18 2023

Susah kali cinta sama orang yang dikelilingi banyak cewek. Kalau ga ada aku dia masih ada stok lain sekeliling dia. Kalau aku biarpun banyak sekitar aku ya aku pilih dianya aja. Ya udahlah ya. As...


January 16, 2023

January 17 2023

Recipe for creativity is madness. I’m madly in love with… Well you know I also become mad because i lack of money 😂


January 15, 2023

January 16 2023

Do i love too much? I wonder. I feel like if you love someone you’ll be looking forward to see your beloved. If you don’t…well…


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If i stop writing here i either ded or no signal