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The Bulldog and the RAD
First thing’s first: I sent the email to the Bulldog (go back and read the entry titled “Dear Bulldog”). No reply, of course, but at least I feel like I said something…anything. I actually he...
Go High-End if You're Feeling Low
I love the title - just saw someone on Instagram post a bunch of expensive cosmetics and that was the photo caption. I haven’t sent that email (previous entry) to the Bulldog yet. Should I? I’m...
Dear Bulldog,
I’m sorry that I’m sending this via email, but it’s only because we tend to go off on tangents when we talk and I have a hard time getting my point across sometimes. I’ll put it to you in the sim...
So Much. And Yet...
Still marching in place. I’m happy it’s Friday, but my China trip is fast approaching and I’m getting really stressed. So is my staff. I’m afraid they’re all going to quit on me. One of my as...
Beginning of a Week - In Spurts.
May 4 – Monday, Again. Another weekend come and gone. I am absolutely not ready for this week, and I’m sad that the weekend is over. I also spent quite a bit of it with the Bulldog – him telling...
April 30 - Presentation Day
I’m back on yet another plane. Presentation done and over with. Gotta say, I don’t feel as strongly about this one as I did last week’s. But I was rushed for time AND the CEO ended up attendin...
April 29 - Another Plane
Headed to San Diego, mimosa in hand. I gotta get into this presentation mindset. Mimosa is helping. So is the upgrade I got for this flight. And the location. I could be going somewhere wors...
April 27 - Under the Gun/Guy
I am busy, busy, busy at work. So busy that I can’t wait to leave work every day - my weekends are like dreams come true, and I spend them NOT thinking about work as much as I possibly can. Las...
April 22
Back on another plane, exhausted. Business trips really wear me out. These all-day meetings are a drain. Monday, we arrived at a beautiful resort, and it was a beautiful day in Phoenix. We we...
April 20
Weird weekend starting with a weird end to the week. I wish, wish, wish I could either get it together with the Bulldog or get out. But here I keep going on vacillating between bliss and disapp...
April 16
I miss writing every day like I did in March. I think I’m going to try a little bit harder - even if it’s just to get a few thoughts in. Today was a pretty rough day at work. Actually, this who...
Life Not Quite Imitating Art
Started to write many entries in my head. Not really sure what’s going on in there. I’m annoyed with myself lately. Just for various reasons. I let the Bulldog get under my skin and it’s itchi...
Of Rocks, Talks, and Lip Locks
I avoided talking with SexyPants the other night after I asked him if he wanted to discuss The Ring. When he called I was actually on the phone discussing my options with the Bulldog. I asked ...
Of Work and Dreams and Cars and Rings
Monday. Back at work today after a lovely, lovely weekend. I didn’t sleep well and had a really hard time waking up this morning. Didn’t do my workout, and I’m pissed at myself for that becaus...
Springtime Party
What fun! I’m so happy I had that party last night. It seemed to be just what the doctor ordered. The great thing was that I got to see several friends I hadn’t seen in a long, long time…all in...
April 2
I wrote this on my Facebook wall: *Prohibition has ended! What did I learn from a month of no alcohol? - I didn’t go out much - I didn’t win friends - I didn’t lose we...
March 31
I missed squeaking in my LAST entry of my All-Write and No-Drink Month! Damn. Yesterday was a 7. But the sex made it a 9. I am free to drink now, but not sure that I want to. Must cancel my date...
March 30
Today was a 5. Neutral. Work sucked, but everything else was okay, I guess. Tomorrow is my last day of self-imposed sobriety. I still haven’t pulled the trigger on canceling with SB on Wednesd...
March 29
Home stretch with the drinking moratorium. Got up today and went on a long, long walk. Such a long walk that the puppy had to be carried home! Poor thing…that walk just wore her out. I was...
March 28
Backdating because I forgot to write yesterday! Well, I didn’t really forget. I was out. I started the day with a dog training session at the park with the pup (I actually skipped boot camp to...
March 27*
Day 27 - a suck of a day. Drama at work. I was a tattletale on the consultant today, and I immediately regretted it. But…BUT the fucker is doing all kinds of stuff behind my back and I can’t do...
March 26
26 days in. I’ve written every day in March, and I like it! I’ve liked not drinking as well. I wake up feeling clear and good, for the most part. And while I thought it would be hard and I’d ...
March 25
25 days dry. But my dog isn’t faring so well. Today my puppy drank some of my coffee when I walked away from my desk. It was a latte. I should know better than to walk away with anything left ...
March 24
I’m going to start this entry at work because I’m going out with my friend who’s in town for work tonight. We’re going to have sushi at my fave place. Too bad I’m not drinking or we would do it...
March 23
Today was a 6.5. 23 days no booze. I caved and texted the Bulldog, telling him that I missed him. He texted back exactly NINE hours and 45 minutes later. He didn’t say he missed me back, so ...
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