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Lucky, POS car, IRS at work, promotion, patriarchy
I am the luckiest fucking girl in the world. Kenny is the sweetest, nicest man I’ve ever met, and he’s head over heals in love with me, and I love him more than I thought it was possible to love ...
Outlined tasks
I. Home —A. Body ------1. Working out ------2. Eating more salad ------3. Drinking more water —B. Room ------1. Laundry ------2. New sheets ------3. Vacuuming ------4. Dusting ------5. Bed frame ...
Sometimes I daydream food
Breakfast Omelette with fontina, gruyere, tomatoes, spinach, and fleur de sel Blueberries Fresh-squeezed orange juice French-press coffee with real cream and too much sugar Lunch Margherita pizza...
Raise, belly dancing, and Sarah's stupid hair
Things are really good. I haven’t been angsty, so I haven’t been writing. I just got another raise today, so I now make $15 per hour. I’m glad they didn’t wait until 2023 when they’d have to get...
A lot of honesty. Love, insecurity,
Daddy, I love you so much. I’m trying really hard to not creep you out. I just… love every inch of you. I love your hair, and your eyes, and your beard. I love your chest, I love sucking on your ...
Happiness is scary
I’ve been bleeding for 13 days. I would like to stop that. I’ve been feeling unmotivated at work. More money would be nice, but mostly I want a project. I’ve been looking for a new job, as well...
Debt going down, buying my own flowers, looking up
I’m so excited that my debt is now only $979. In December it was $1762. I’ve been knuckling down. Making large batches of soup, having pb+j now and then, spending a total of $147 on groceries, di...
Still good
Things are going well! I haven’t been writing as much because I’ve been so happy. I’m dancing almost every day. I’m choreographing for my new belly dancing troupe– I’ve got two really hot girls ...
Things are going well
Kenny had me over last weekend, and his room mate had a group of friends in the “dance room” playing board games. We wanted to have sex, and so he put on some music. He cheerfully, voluntarily li...
Things are looking up!
Things are good! I am getting more organized and settling in over here. Let’s see: Work in my new Sales Coordinator position: I’m now trained, and have a plan on how to promote the business and i...
Moving and scared
I crave him. I am up late and I am lonely. I don’t know if I am stable enough as an individual to be capable of love right now. I’m scared. I’m moving an hour and a half east. I got a new job tha...
Bloody
I’m having a period right now. I can feel it happening. Blood is flowing from my body. Not fast enough to call a doctor. Just enough that it’s the heaviest period I’ve ever had. I had a weird tho...
Awesome Kenny, not great house or $$$
Some things are going well. I love Kenny. I want him to take more initiative with me and call me, but he does send me little facebook messages throughout the day, which shows he’s thinking of me....
Enter: Jason S
Last night I met Jason for "hot chocolate," and he wanted to fuck. I don't know why this surprised me. I've known this for a long time. Anyway, I didn't really want to explain to my room mate tha...
Food, work, client, chicken, body
Breakfast was spinach, scrambled eggs, grated carrot, diced celery and red bell pepper in a tortilla. French press coffee as well. I opened at work, and was there until 5ish. Came home, made a pe...
Yep. On and on about Kenny :)
It feels so good to just be adored. Absolutely adored. Kenny wants me. He's learning my likes and dislikes and mannerisms. He wants to plan a trip together, he wants to throw a party with me. He...
Excited about Kenny
I'm in my own room, on my own bed, typing on a laptop that Kenny has lent me. I feel really good. I just got back from spending the last two days at Kenny's house. I went straight from work to th...
I just got my copper IUD inserted. They were all kinds of scared that I would be in pain and unable to relax and that I'd have to take drugs and whatnot. Clearly they do not know me very well. I...
Moving out, enjoying Kenny
I'm almost totally moved out. The office still has things like my wedding dress and some of my more obscure china. My closet has some random crap in it. I think I'll crash here tonight, because i...
Sex, chicken, Kenny... and Dustin is awkward
Today I had sex 4 times, roasted a chicken, and parallel parked. Kenny and I went out for dinner at a nice restaurant last night, and then he spent the night here. We had a lot of fun. In the mo...
Fun time with Kenny
Let me tell you about Wednesday and Thursday. I drove to Kenny's house in my red Calvin Klein valentine's day dress. I mean, look at this gorgeous thing: http://cdnd.lystit.com/photos/2013/11/27/...
Maybe East
So.... I kind of want to move 2 hours east to where Kenny lives. There is both partner dancing and belly dancing there that I love, I've had an offer for affordable housing with a fellow dancer, ...
Separation
Well... Ian wants me to move out. And, if he wants me to move out, then I definitely want to move out. He doesn't want to work on it. He doesn't want to go to any more sessions. He wants to separ...
Anger
I'm full of anger. I'm not sure if it's the lack of sex, lack of exercise, my frustration with Ian, or the culmination of these things. A little stress at work doesn't help either. Ian and I we...
Angry, and Kenny is a boyfriend
I'm so angry. I bury it all the time, but I have so much resentment towards Ian. I just want to hit something. I want to hurt something. When I had a facial the other day, the esti said that the ...
