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I feel like a waste of space
For a more than 2 years I have been smothered under depression and anxiety and I couldn’t seem to figure out anything for myself. A huge part in my mental health was played by my family,they look...
What do I say? Excuses?
If someone comes up to ask me what happened you used to be such a great kid OMG you didn’t get in? what do I say? What do I say to them? That I sorry and I am ashamed of myself, that yeah maybe ...
How long am I going to be like this?
I feel exhausted and tired all the time, the only time I ever smile or laugh is when I am watching my phone, and if I put it down I once again start feeling the dread of anxiety creeping up on me...
I won't get another chance at this
This is one of those times when I sit down and think where did I go wrong? Where did everything go wrong? I try to remain optimistic and think positively it helps me in being productive but ther...
I won't get another chance at this
This is one of those times when I sit down and think where did I go wrong? Where did everything go wrong? I try to remain optimistic and think positively it helps me in being productive but there...
I won't get another chance at this
This is one of those times when I sit down and think where did I go wrong? Where did everything go wrong? I try to remain optimistic and think positively it helps me in being productive but there...
Am I really numb to everything now?
I think I have really turned cold. numb and unbothered by my failures. How do I not even regret failing my entrance exam for medical college idk. It’s strange that from being a top student I just...
Why I write
strong textI am writing here after such a long time, maybe because I prefer writing using pen, but still I return to these pages. And I will always return to my pages, whether digital or old cri...
Anxiety and my experience.
So my legs are literally shaking, I was feeling much worse few seconds before but now with earplugs in and listening to Believer by Imagine dragons I feel better, although the lingering feeling i...
What my family thinks of me
I am trying, I try to be better that is the thought I wake up with on good days, but there are bad days as well. For everybody like me, I get hit by anxiety and depression bouts. Sometimes I wan...
Random musings put together
it’s been a tiring week nevertheless despite not stepping out of house, I can’t believe my entrance exam is so near but there is a possibility that it may get cancelled. Truth to be told a date h...
Trying to find a way out
So, here is the thing with me, I feel like I am in this unending cycle of mental and physical behavior, in a way it feels like as if my life is dictated to go on loop where I constantly try to do...
Book Description
So as an introduction, I am depressed and have anxiety, though I try not let these get in my way, they eventually do and I end up cancelling plans at the last moment. I like to write, I am a poet so I figured I would be writing about myself and my experiences to get better( I tried it in earlier but it didn’t work out well, I hope this one do). Also, if I can somehow help others and reach out to people, I would give myself a pat on the back. After all, that is what I would want from people like me(just a wish).
I would go on but lets stop here for the time being.
