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Idk
It took some time but I’m in a peaceful mindset now and I opened my eyes to many situations in life itself and now I’m less than a month to start over as in I’m moving away from a town that liter...
In darkness
I have my ups and downs and at times I can’t fall asleep at a decent time so I tend to stay up all night till the next day and then sleep , my sleeping schedule is not good whatsoever I try to pu...
😐
What the fuck is wrong with the world man ? I do nothing to nobody and i just feel like some kinda karma is biting me in the ass and just sucking me into this dark state of mind . I just hate eve...
Lost
I’m trying is all I can ever say , I feel like giving up , i think about more than I did before and this time I’m scared I may not be strong enough to keep going , I don’t say anything because no...
Tired
But no I’m not sleepy. I’m tired of people waisting my time . I’m tired of being stressed out . I’m tired of people telling me it’s going to be oh k , I’m tired of the racism , tired of the stare...
Book Description
Every morning I wake up . I feel worthless. I feel ashamed of myself. Unpretty . Disappointed. Disgusted. I feel unwanted . Not loved . I asked myself why me ? Why do I have to go through all these painful feelings ? I don’t want to get up to do anything, I don’t want to eat , sleep even breath but… I do . Go get help is all anybody says , so I do and come back from programs the same way I came in just with prescription meds take them they say , so I do , at this point I’ll do anything to get through this tough time, Few months pass I’m better but now it all comes running back at this point no friends. No family to care about me , just nothing . I feel trapped and I just wanna be set free 🕊