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Dissecting an E mail 12-15-2002
Dissecting An E mail [Friends Only Entry] Sunday, December 15, 2002 Let's rip apart an old e mail from Keith. Let's find out why I just might have thought he still cared... It is true t...
Taal
12-14-2002 Taal Saturday, December 14, 2002 Life is still good. I am watching a movie filmed in India. It's pretty good. It sucks though because I have to read the subtitles and it's hard...
So, This is Happiness! 12-12-2002
So, This is Happiness! [Friends Only Entry] Thursday, December 12, 2002 I had a very good day. I worked 14 hours today and yet I still had a good day. I met lots of nice people. Helped a ...
Stupid Stuipd Boy 12-08-2002
Stupid Stupid Boy [Friends Only Entry] Sunday, December 08, 2002 I don't mind that Keith hasn't called me. It's kind of nice actually. This way I don't have to listen to him get all cocky...
Not Losing Sleep Over Keith 12-06-2002
Not Losing Sleep Over Keith [Friends Only Entry] Friday, December 06, 2002 When you believe in something so completely you begin to see things that aren't true. You begin to make excuses ...
Go.. It's Your Turn 12-05-2002
Go.. It's Your Turn Thursday, December 05, 2002 "Lets try being just friends." uh huh "I'll come over and watch a movie tonight." Ok "Lets go to the movies on Saturday." Yeah... wai...
Today I Move Forward
Today I Move Forward [Friends Only Entry] Wednesday, December 04, 2002 It's funny how easily I give up on myself. I just like to think that I am just going to do whatever my life has plann...
I Officially GIve Up 12-03-2002
I Officially Give Up [Friends Only Entry] Tuesday, December 03, 2002 I am fighting something that I will never win. I give up. Whatever happens in my life will happen. I am no longer in c...
Breaking Free of Beau 11-25-2005
Breaking free of Beau [Friends Only Entry] Monday, November 25, 2002 I made my decision. I told Beau that him and I could be friends but nothing more. He didn't take it very easy. I told hi...
What am I Suppossed to Do? 11-24-2005
What am I supposed to do?? Sunday, November 24, 2002 I truly don't even know where to start. I am just sitting here thinking about how to start this entry. I want to talk about Keith an...
Diet 11-23-2002
Diet Saturday, November 23, 2002 Damn. What am I supposed to do? I have so much to talk about. I am exhausted though so I will have to do all of that tomorrow. I have really started to d...
Confessions
Confessions Thursday, November 21, 2002 I confess... I wanted Keith to touch my legs and rub my back like he was doing in the hottub. However, for the first time I didn't want to go any ...
Life is so good that... 11-19-2002
Life is so good that... [Friends Only Entry] Tuesday, November 19, 2002 I don't care that there are onions on my pizza! Oh the pain and agony! Oh the happiness and the glory! Oh this lif...
Who I am ~ Who They Are 11-18-2002
Who I AM ~ Who They Are Monday, November 18, 2002 I gave up on love. I decided that my life wasn’t worth being cared about or taken care of. All I saw was a man that would spend time wit...
Goodby Keith. Hello Beau! 11-17-2002
Goodbye Keith. Hello Beau! November 17, 2002 I can't but wonder when I got to be so lucky. I finally let Beau take me out on a date. He picked me up in his $38,000 Trail Blazer. I couldn'...
Running Through My Mind 11-15-2002
Running Through My Mind Friday, November 15, 2002 So what is this that I feel? Is is fake, or is it real? What happens when running doesn't get you anywhere except worn out? We often try...
Keith: The Good and the Bad 11-14-2002
Keith: The Good and The Bad [Friends Only Entry] Thursday, November 14, 2002 It's been a few days since Keith has called. It's not hurting all that bad. Of course I am sad, but who were w...
Her Prince 11-12-2002
Her Prince [Friends Only Entry] Tuesday, November 12, 2002 Keith didn't end up coming over tonight. This is no big surprise to me. He didn't call or anything. I can't help but be hurt. I try...
It's oficial! I had a good day 11-12-2002
It's Official! I had a good day. Tuesday, November 12, 2002 Today was a good day. For the first time in a long time everything that happened was good. First, I trained at work and did wel...
Reasons For Letting Go of Keith 11-11-2002
Reasons for Letting Go of Keith [Friends Only Entry] Monday, November 11, 2002 He doesn't have time for me. He won't answer my call. He won't talk to me. He just wants sex. I can't go to...
Learning to Hate Keith 11-11-2002
Learning To Hate Keith [Friends Only Entry] Monday, November 11, 2002 Keith text messaged me today. That’s what he does when he doesn’t want to talk to me, but wants me to think that he is t...
Keith... Keith... Beau? 11-11-2002
Keith... Keith... Beau? [Friends Only Entry] Monday, November 11, 2002 There’s a man out there. He’s gentle and he’s kind. He’s very shy. He has a very hard time looking me in the eyes. I...
I can't Handle It 11-10-2002
I can't handle it. Sunday, November 10, 2002 Weakness is stronger than me. Her Leave a Note me 12/10/2002 11:29:29 PM
Nothing 11-03-2002
Nothing Sunday, November 03, 2002 I just recently moved out of this two bedroom apartment I am sitting in right now. I have 950 square feet of emptyness. All that sits in this aparmtment...
Breaking the Addiction 11-03-2002
Breaking the Addiction Sunday, November 03, 2002 She looked up at the sky. There were no stars out this night. She was glad for that. This way she couldn't wish on any of them or se...
Book Description
Past public entries from 2002 coming from opendiary.com
