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God, Are You Listening? 'Cause this girl needs U 11-04-2003
God, Are You Listening? 'Cause this girl needs U Tuesday, November 04, 2003 I fear that the day has come. The day that I have to face every fear that I have. It's time to stop thinking ...
I just Want Him To Go Away 10-26-2003
I Just Want Him To Go Away [Friends Only Entry] Sunday, October 26, 2003 Keith paid back the money he owed me. That was supposed to make it easy for me to let him go. I should have known t...
I Know It's Time 10-23-2003
I Know It's Time [Friends Only Entry] Thursday, October 23, 2003 Oh Dear God, please give me the strength I need to do what is so important. I know I have to let go of Keith now. I have ...
I'll Never Understand Myself 10-21-2003
I'll Never Understand Myself [Friends Only Entry] Tuesday, October 21, 2003 As well as I seemed to understand myself in my last entry I can't seem to comprehend how I can see through Keith...
The Visitor 10-21-2003
The Visitor [Friends Only Entry] Tuesday, October 21, 2003 Last I spoke, I spoke of the happiness that I had found again. It was so nice to be able to be feeling so good inside. I had m...
10-06-2003
10/6/03 [Friends Only Entry] Monday, October 06, 2003 Wow. This diary site has changed a lot. I like it. It's very "micro-soft wordish." How lovely. So lots has happened since I las...
Thank You For Being Patient 09-08-2003
Thank You for being Patient [Friends Only Entry] Monday, September 08, 2003 It's been over a week since Keith has called or I have called him. And you know what? It's ok. I was upset at f...
How Do You Fall In Love Again? 9-02-2003
How do you fall in love again? Tuesday, September 02, 2003 Someone please tell me what I am doing wrong. Why does every man I fall in love with, cheat on me and leave me for someone else? W...
Wish I Had Some Money 8-13-2003
Wish I Had Some Money Wednesday, August 13, 2003 I don't have a lot of money these days. However, today I went to wal-mart and couldn't help but treat myself to a bag of cookies. I can't w...
Waiting is What I Do Best 7-15-2003
Waiting Is What I do Best [Friends Only Entry] Tuesday, July 15, 2003 I don't know what I am supposed to be doing. I don't know who I am supposed to love. I don't know what will happen to m...
My Jet Plane 5-19-2003
My Jet Plane Thursday, June 19, 2003 I am leaving on a jet plane tomorrow. I am hoping that when I come back my life will have started over. A clear fresh start. That's what I am trying t...
All of Zimbabwe May Rejoice 6-12-2003
All of Zimbabwe May Rejoice! [Friends Only Entry] Thursday, June 12, 2003 Well, I hate you. Is that what you wanted? I hate you again... because I still love you. It's not fair. It's so no...
When Making Love Stops 6-09-2003
When Making Love Stops [Friends Only Entry] Monday, June 09, 2003 Nothing I say can express what I feel. The reason is because it's hard to describe your feelings when you don't have any. I...
Fatigue 6-02-2003
Fatigue [Friends Only Entry] Monday, June 02, 2003 Ok. I have never in my life wanted to escape from where I am more than I do now. I just wish I could run away from every one here in the...
No Need To Say, "I love You." 5-13-2003
No Need To Say, "I Love You." [Friends Only Entry] Tuesday, May 13, 2003 I haven't told him that love him. I have never brought up the word love to him. Not once. He has never told me that ...
Keith Teaches Good Lessons 4-13-2003
Keith Teaches Good Lessons [Friends Only Entry] Sunday, April 13, 2003 The last month has completely turned my world around. Things are good. People are happy. I can't believe all the waitin...
Just Give Me One 3-25-2003
Just Give Me One Tuesday, March 25, 2003 Destination: Down. Current Location: Hole. Previous Location: Same hole. Let me guess. This is just how it is. Oh, but I should have known. ...
She Loves Him
She Loves Him Wednesday, March 12, 2003 There is a person out there that is so week when it comes to another. She can't help but love him. She can't help but need him. She can't stop think...
This is Not Who I am Supposed to Be 2-14-2003
This Is Not Who I Am Supposed To Be Friday, February 14, 2003 He admitted it. God... I wish he would have just lied to me. Where am I going? Move on! Just be careful not to move onto m...
I TOld Him. Love or Nothing 2-11-2003
I Told Him. Love or Nothing Tuesday, February 11, 2003 If I could explain to the world how I feel about it, I would. However, I would much rather the world explain itself to me. My inte...
Unfiished Entry 1-08-2003
Unfinished Entry [Friends Only Entry] Wednesday, January 08, 2003 I write songs on my piano. That’s just what I do. Every song that I have written has been about someone in my life. The la...
Still No Goodbye 1-06-2003
Still No Goodbye [Friends Only Entry] Monday, January 06, 2003 I realize that it has only been a day since I wrote the entry asking Keith to let go of me. He has not called yet to say good...
The Truth Hurts 12-29-2002
The Truth Hurts Sunday, December 29, 2002 I guess the only reason I miss him so much is because I am lonely. I hate that reason though. It's not fair. Why can't he just want to be with me...
Tell Me Why I Hate Myself 12-23-2002
Tell Me Why I Hate Myself Monday, December 23, 2002 Tell me. Tell me why I can't have true love. Tell me why I can't be loved. Tell me why I can love someone so much but they never lo...
Dissecting Another E mail 12-15-2002
Dissecting Another E mail [Friends Only Entry] Sunday, December 15, 2002 Another e mail to dissect. Remember, blue is my input, red is his. Hey...okay i heard everything you said and ye...
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Past public entries from 2002 coming from opendiary.com
