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My Discovery 03-07-2004
My Discovery [Friends Only Entry] Sunday, March 07, 2004 It's nice having good days. Last night was one of them. I went to my old roommate's apartment and hung with them, which I do most...
Hate Survey 03-01-2004
Stolen Survey Monday, March 01, 2004 This survey was called "Hate" It was boring, but I did it anyway cuz I had time on my hands. List 5 things that you don't care about: 1) Where bugs...
My Three Losses 2-25-2004
My Three Losses Wednesday, February 25, 2004 September 23, 2003 My cousin Derrik died. With his death his mother, My Aunt Sue, cried. Not only did she cry over his death, but she ...
Goodbye to an Old Friend 2-07-2004
Goodbye to an Old Friend. [Friends Only Entry] Saturday, February 07, 2004 I think I am finally heading in the right direction. I feel the pressure in my head has been released. Those tho...
Friends and Foes 2-02-2004
Friends and Foes Monday, February 02, 2004 High. Low. Up. Crash. Two steps forward. Two steps back. F L Y I N G! Falling. Loving. Hating! Chest pains... Love? -or- Heart attac...
To The Happy New Couple 1-29-2004
To The Happy New Couple [Friends Only Entry] Thursday, January 29, 2004 I am so confused that even my pen doesn't know what to write. It's like my whole mind is numb. I want to scream a...
Sacrifice 1-28-2004
Sacrifice [Friends Only Entry] Wednesday, January 28, 2004 It’s time to just tell them both to leave me out of this. Those two can work it out, get married, and have lots of kids… Just don...
To My Note Leaver 1-27-2004
To My Note Leaver [Friends Only Entry] Tuesday, January 27, 2004 I got your calls. I don't answer my phone at work any more because I like to lead the example. I am tired of all the perso...
Killer Spiders! 1-27-2004
Killer Spiders! Tuesday, January 27, 2004 Today was a very good day at work. I think I laughed so much I lost weight. Ha. When I got to work today I noticed one of the girls had writt...
God Is Stronger Than Satan 1-25-2004
God Is Stronger Than Satan Sunday, January 25, 2004 Dear God, Dear Lord, Dear Jesus, To Whom it May Concern, Let me forget the past. Let me stop thinking about it. Let me understand t...
Cleaning Up 1-18-2004
Cleaning Up Sunday, January 18, 2004 Today I cleaned my apartment for about 5 hours. I scrubbed floors, I vacummed floors, I dusted, I washed, and I straightened everything that was out...
Once Again i Vetem 1-18-2004
Once Again i Vetem Sunday, January 18, 2004 I am not sure where I am right now. Everything was so clear before. Once again, everything is confusing. I am floating through life looking do...
The Words 1-14-2004
The Words Wednesday, January 14, 2004 I never really felt the need to take the words of any artist and write them in my diary. However, when I heard this song I knew it was the song that ...
All Shall Be Forgiven 1-11-2004
All Shall Be Forgiven Sunday, January 11, 2004 Tonight as I sit here I need to say just one more thing about forgiving Keith. I was speaking with a friend and she told me that I should fo...
Dear Note Leaver Part 1,2, and 3 1-09-2004
Dear Note Leaver Friday, January 09, 2004 If I were to forgive everyone that hurt me what would that make me? Would it make me a Saint? I don't know. Would that make it easier for me ...
After Four Years, I Received a Gift 12-29-2003
After Four Years, I Received A Gift Monday, December 29, 2003 There is Chad. Remember him from a long time ago? He was in my very first diary. That was the time I met Chad. I had rea...
3 Options 12-28-2003
3 Options. Which 1 Should I Do? Sunday, December 28, 2003 I have three options for New Years Eve. All three options are completely tempting and all three are completely different. I ha...
Painting the Room Red... er Pink 12-22-2003
Painting the Room Red...er Pink Monday, December 22, 2003 I did it. I painted my room. Well, I painted a wall in my room. It's pink. I closed my eyes at the store and pointed to a co...
Anyway Ya Slice Them, Fish Stink 12-17-2003
Anyway Ya Slice Them, Fish Stink. Wednesday, December 17, 2003 Well, who ever said "there are more fish in the sea" was right. You know that old saying that your mother tells you when you...
Crazy 12-16-2003
Crazy [This entry has been edited to erase a memory I no longer want to keep. Not a bad memory. Just a silly memory. The rest of the entry I kept because I found it entertaining to read.] I a...
I Dance 12-15-2003
I Dance Monday, December 15, 2003 I dance because I know I am stronger. I laugh because I know I am better. I let go of everything bad because I am good... and not just the good kind o...
Back to the Girl I was at 18 12-09-2003
Back to the Girl I Was at 18 Tuesday, December 09, 2003 I think I am back to that person I was at 18. It took a lot to get me there, but I made it. Now that I am back to that person, I ...
The End Of Tadiwa
The End of Tadiwa Thursday, December 04, 2003 So, now that the truth is out there in the open, I still find it hard to breathe. Keith called me for his shirt and DVD's, and not wanting to...
The Truth Will Set You Free 12-03-2003
The Truth Will Set You Free Wednesday, December 03, 2003 I knew the truth about Keith. I just didn't want to believe it. I liked the dream of him loving me and wanting to be with me an...
I Ask For Just One Man 11-13-2003
I Ask For Just One Man Thursday, November 13, 2003 Thank you, God. You helped me through the hard time. I thought I was going to have to have a wonderful beautiful baby that I wasn't read...
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Past public entries from 2002 coming from opendiary.com
