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November 07, 2013

Compliments 02-11-2006

Compliments Saturday, February 11, 2006 I met a guy named Chris a couple of weeks ago. Met him from a dating service. We dated a couple of time. I broke it off because I didn't feel a...


November 07, 2013

Update for Me 1-09-2006

Update for Me Monday, January 09, 2006 Ok, here we go, real quick. New Years Eve: Got trashed. Went to the bar. Got bored at the bar so I decided to leave. Being that I drank so much ...


November 07, 2013

Yippy! Catching Up! 12-21-2005

Yippy! Catching up! Wednesday, December 21, 2005 I want to catch up on things. Unfortunatly not a lot of exciting things have happened. So prepare to be a bit bored. My family which i...


Falling In Love All Over Again Tuesday, December 20, 2005 So it happened again. I began to fall in love with you all over again. The feeling of lying next to you is so incredible I can’t ...


Wisdom Tooth Out. Pain Meds In! Saturday, November 19, 2005 Pain meds are cool. I got a wisdom tooth out and I am taking Tylenol with Codeine and Ibuprofen 800 MG and it's making me flo...


November 07, 2013

Job/C/Dave 10-26-2005

Job/C/Dave Wednesday, October 26, 2005 The Coolest Job Ever: My interview went horrible. However, it wasn't exactly my fault. She was running 20 minutes behind on interviews and by the t...


November 07, 2013

Updated Updates 10-11-2005

Updated Updates Tuesday, October 11, 2005 5602 more words until my Memoir is exactly half way done being written. I have been working on it a lot lately. It's so strange to be working ...


Doctor, Alcohol, and C Monday, October 03, 2005 Let's update, Shall we? Tomorrow is my doctors appointment. I shall ask him about therapy. I will also talk to him about the pains I exper...


I Am Trying to Help Myself Thursday, September 22, 2005 I know that suicide hurts the family of the loved one the most. I know exactly what suicide is. I witnessed it a year ago when my c...


November 07, 2013

Unwanted Break Up 09-21-2005

Unwanted Break Up Wednesday, September 21, 2005 I have a doctor's appointment October 3rd. I am going to speak to him about getting a psychiatrist or some sort of theorapist. I have a lo...


November 07, 2013

Low 09-17-2005

Low Saturday, September 17, 2005 I don't know what to do with myself. All I want to do is sleep. However, even sleep seems pointless. There is nothing in my life right now that I care...


November 07, 2013

I Cry 09-17-2005

I Cry Saturday, September 17, 2005 I placed my hand around my heart today and ripped it out of me. I tried to do it to myself with out noticing. It still hurts now. I hurts more than de...


November 07, 2013

Trying to Slow Down 09-14-2005

Trying to Slow Down Wednesday, September 14, 2005 I am just sort of in a daze tonight. I am a bit sad. I am a bit scared. I am a bit nervous. I don't know what to expect. I want so ...


November 07, 2013

Tagged 09-12-2005

Tagged Monday, September 12, 2005 Five details about me: I drink 20 ounces of diet Pepsi every single day. My opinions are very much influenced by people I think are smart. I play the pia...


"Is This Really Happening?" Friday, September 09, 2005 I went to C's apartment last night. I wish I could explain how what C has brought to me... to my life. With all the waiting I ha...


November 06, 2013

Stood My Ground 09-03-2005

Stood My Ground Saturday, September 03, 2005 Kumbi was served last week. How do I know? He called me to let me know. You see, the thing about Kumbi is that he really likes to try to ge...


November 06, 2013

Something 08-30-2005

Something Tuesday, August 30, 2005 I have spoke with C every day since well, I think since we first met. I love talking with him. It just really stinks that I won't see him for so long. ...


November 06, 2013

Sincerely 08-29-2005

Sincerely Monday, August 29, 2005 I have to write this down. I have to get it out. It's bouncing all over inside my head and it won't stop. There is this deep inside feeling of hopeless...


November 06, 2013

My Sad Cousin 08-28-2005

My Sad Cousin Sunday, August 28, 2005 I am a little worried about my roommate/cousin, Michael. When I got home from C's last night, Michael was very down. He openly admited to being depr...


It Was a Beautiful Time Sunday, August 28, 2005 After the tour of the apartment he asked me if I was hungry. One of the greatest things about C is that he is always thinking about me an...


A Tour of C's Apartment Sunday, August 28, 2005 My night with C was absolutely everything that a girl could want. I could probably use the word, "Magical" and it would only describe but...


Old friends/Date Plans Wednesday, August 24, 2005 I went to the bar on Saturday with Joe. Joe is the old maintenance guy. While I was there I noticed my old friends, Kyle, Lisa, Jeff, and...


November 06, 2013

He's So Right 08-22-2005

He's So Right Monday, August 22, 2005 Went out with C on Friday. It was absolutely wonderful. We went out to dinner and talked and talked. We talk every night online for at least an hou...


November 06, 2013

A Tad Bit Down 08-20-2005

A Tad Bit Down Saturday, August 20, 2005 The actual act of writing is soothing to me. The actual feel of the pen to the paper helps me relax. Watching the clear white paper fill with bla...


It's Alright, This Thing Called Dating Wednesday, August 17, 2005 Alright. So I am pretty darn happy right now. I talked to C again tonight. We spoke lots and lots. I am starting to rel...


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Past public entries from 2002 coming from opendiary.com