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Derek, Moving, C, and More! Sunday, January 21, 2007 I used an exclamation point in my title to make it seem like this is going to be an interesting entry. So much has happened and so m...


November 14, 2013

Derek Is 01-18-2007

Derek Is Thursday, January 18, 2007 I just had the most wonderful time with Derek. I mean it too. It was so close to perfect. He picked me up and we went swimming. We held each other,...


No Sleep Till (insert name of town) Monday, January 15, 2007 I can't sleep. I drank a whole lot of pop (Soda as the rest of the US calls it). Too much pop. Now I have caffiene bouncin...


November 14, 2013

My Brother 01-09-2007

My Brother Tuesday, January 09, 2007 I never knew how much I needed my brother Shawn in my life. It wasn't until 2 days before Christmas that I really truly understood how important he is ...


November 14, 2013

Derek and C 01-08-2007

Derek and C Monday, January 08, 2007 I met Derek 2 and a half years ago. We dated shortly, and he basically decided to see someone else. I was a bit crushed at first, but then I moved on. ...


November 14, 2013

Year in Review 01-02-2007

Year In Review Tuesday, January 02, 2007 Here we go. This year I Learned by blacking out and throwing up all over myself and waking up in my own vomit that I was an alcholic. I like to b...


November 14, 2013

What a Christmas! 12-26-2006

What a Christmas! Tuesday, December 26, 2006 I had the absolute best Christmas ever. I don't remember a better Christmas. I must be one of the most blessed people in the world. I love m...


November 14, 2013

Cyst Update 12-20-2006

Cyst Update Wednesday, December 20, 2006 I went to see my doctor. He said, "Soooo.... you've gained a little weight since I last saw you." I agreed with him. Then he asked, "How come?...


November 14, 2013

Long Bullets 12-19-2006

Long Bullets Tuesday, December 19, 2006 Working on getting piano music to the public... many factors that are causing troubles that I won't get into now. I have a doctors appointment for ...


Help! Is He Just Playing With My Mind? Sunday, December 03, 2006 Last night's convo with C: C: We've been talking now for a year and half. Me: That's kind of crazy. C: We should reall...


November 11, 2013

New Piano Student 11-16-2006

New Piano Student Thursday, November 16, 2006 Some days I feel absolutely crazy. Things are so busy around here. I am trying so hard to not go completely insane. I am working over time ...


November 11, 2013

Overwhelmed 11-15-2006

Overwhelmed Wednesday, November 15, 2006 Saturday and Sunday I worked. Monday I worked 9 to 5 and it was the end of a cold that I had aquired over the weekend. Sore throat. Cough. Ex...


November 11, 2013

Hmmmmph 10-26-2006

Hmmmph Thursday, October 26, 2006 Piano Lesson # 3 (She missed one last week) After about 5 minutes of Old McDonald on the black keys, she asks, "Can we watch TV?" Yeah, when I took pian...


November 11, 2013

Piano Lessons 10-12-2006

Piano Lessons Thursday, October 12, 2006 I gave my piano lesson today. It went sooo good. Her mother was impressed. The only thing that sucked was her mother said, "I have to get one of...


November 11, 2013

The Story of Chad 10-10-2006

The Story of Chad Tuesday, October 10, 2006 I first logged onto the internet in September of 1998. It was probably sometime in the beginning of 1999 that I came across a man named Chad. ...


Piano Lesson And Broken Heart Sunday, October 08, 2006 I gave my piano lesson on Saturday. It was so great. I loved it. I wish I could do it "full time." I just know how hard it is to ...


What the Question Really Is Monday, October 02, 2006 Last night was a bad night for me. I was in my "OMG I'M 31 YEARS OLD AND UNMARRIED STAGE." Yep. I flipped out. Freaked the heck r...


November 11, 2013

Results are In 09-26-2006

Results Are In Tuesday, September 26, 2006 Suspense sucks. Except of course if you are on my end. However, if you were on my end, you wouldn't be in suspense. You would already know if I...


November 11, 2013

Pregnant or Not? 09-26-2006

Pregnant or not? Tuesday, September 26, 2006 I have taken the test. I know the answer. I'll post tonight. I am off to work! HAHAHAHAHA Her Leave a Note very uncool!!!! [muted exp...


Pre-Pregnancy Test Review Monday, September 25, 2006 Tomorrow I turn 31. Tomorrow I find out if I am pregnant or not. My thoughts: If I am pregnant I will be very happy, or course. I w...


November 11, 2013

I'm Late 09-24-2006

I'm Late Sunday, September 24, 2006 Should have started yesterday. Test still scheduled for September 26th. My chest is slightly tender, but that is normal before I start. A little naus...


Sorry, Can't Help It Saturday, September 16, 2006 Honestly... I am looking for EVERY indication that I am pregnant. Everytime I get hungry I look for feelings of nausea. Right before I...


Why Is 9-11 (Patriot Day) So Hard? Monday, September 11, 2006 It's because we were all there. We were all alive and lived through it. We all know where we were when it happened. We all kn...


Yeah, Ok... I Am a Freak Sunday, September 10, 2006 Ok, this is the last entry about all this pregnant stuff. It's ridiculous to talk about or even think about. I only had sex once. So...


The Catholic Thoughts Sunday, September 10, 2006 When I was about 27 my mother found out for the first time that I had had sex. She was brought up a pretty devoted Catholic. My brother and...


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Past public entries from 2002 coming from opendiary.com