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Yesterday I had accidentally smacked the cystic pimple that I have on my face and it hurt so fucking bad that I teared up. I got so flustered as I suddenly remembered how physically painful it wa...

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I do not have to dread anything. The social & the wedding are all over and done with and my brother in law left town for work. I can finally breathe. I noticed that I had a lot of hair fall o...

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I couldn’t believe how nervous I was to leave the house last night. I almost had an actual panic attack. I kept reminding myself that excitement and worry are the same experiences in the body and...

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I had an appointment to get a scaling done this morning at the Dentist. The hygenist accidentally stabbed my lip. I’m dead now. Actually decomposing. deTomposing… Pray for me. Anyways, I’m suppos...

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I’m not that surprised to discover that the current source of my anxiety and depression is my brother in law. He is not doing anything to provoke it. I just feel tension for no reason. I find mys...

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My mental health has compromised my appetite in the following ways: -I’m not eating -yuh I have no will to eat. I don’t even notice. Hunger is more comfortable than feeling anxiety. This can be d...

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[This entry is rated TMI and is not approved for all audiences] Last night I finally found NEMO, Non-Ejaculatory Multiple Orgasms. I’ve been trying to achieve this for a little while now and I kn...

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I think that I manifested attention. I was thinking about how I learned who is there for me since I lost my job. Next to no one. Then suddenly my friends are starting to reach out to me. Checking...

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We already have mild winter temperatures in my city. The provinces east of us are already covered in snow. Are we all going to get an extra two months of winter? Does that mean that people on the...

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In my last entry, I mentioned how I love quitting. Later on in the day, I thought about how misery can become a “happy place”. I remembered all the times in my life when I was absolutely miserabl...

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Yesterday I painted over some of my larger canvases black to cover up projects that I’d given up on, I don’t have any white primer. Yesterday I also started to paint a piece but there was such a ...

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Well… I finally finished my RPG game. Over 70 hours of gameplay later… plus the 20 I put into it before I had to start from the beginning so that I could get back to where I was stuck with bigger...

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I just returned from my mothers. I died her hair, she gave me a bottle of her wine and we had that talk about dairy that I wanted. It went better than I expected but it did not go that well. We d...

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I spent a lot of my Saturday researching the dagamges of dairy so that I can try and talk some sense into my mother to at least open her mind up to the idea of going dairy-free. One of the purpos...

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My sister has decided to stay loyal to her addict boyfriend. My other sister is upset but I accepted it pretty quick. How many other days has she been with him without it eating me alive? So I de...

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This entry is rated TMI I think that I unlocked a chakra or something. I was learning some kegel exercises because why not? It’s good for prostate health and among other things. Well, there is a ...

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Last week was long and full of terrors. It was long because I got addicted to gaming. I found an old PS3 game that my brother in law lent me called Resonance of Fate and I’ve put in maybe, 40 hou...

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A visual representation of me the last few days

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I am a little flustered. Hetal sent me a snap last night of the Dwarka Temple. I wanted to cry because that made my day. That temple is at the top of my bucket list to visit. When I met Hetal and...

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I don’t have the energy to produce any receipts but I did just get that trim after all. I don’t know why I felt so nervous. Anyways, it’s alright but it’s not enough. I know that now. I took Jen’...

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I want to be in a good mood today. I saved all of my self-care routines for today. Trimmed my facial hair, manscaped, I manicured (paws & claws), exfoliated head to toe, cleaned up my eyebrow...

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I think that I am about to break a world record for the most amount of selfies in one Prosebox entry I have a fantasy about me becoming a writer. I have a lot of great stories that I want to tell...

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Music doesn’t stir up my insides the way that it used to. I used to have a playlist for every occasion. I was so passionate about it. I couldn’t do anything without my music playing. I heard tha...

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I realized something the other day. I miss making people laugh. I miss being around people. I need to get out and socialize but not with my current group of lame friends. If I was brave enough I ...

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My brother in law comes home today. That usually generates some self-induced anxiety about my life. I don’t know what it is about him that makes me feel so pressed about my situation. I need that...

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