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I did reckon a few weeks ago that there was a two-month cap on this con-19 hoax. England stops playing pandemic next week. Well, they drop to a plan A which means something. I haven’t been watchi...
Petty
I’m going to make a mountain out of a molehill here and complain about something petty about my roommate, again. Business as usual. Well, I have been making a conscious effort not to complain abo...
Nerve & Nerves
My nerves are a little high. I feel anxious because I am going to book an appointment to cut and colour my hair. It’s a habit to experience this as worry but I can simply commit to a context that...
Good Mood
I’m in a good mood today. Right from the moment that I woke up. When I got to work, I’ve been very engaging with everybody that works at the store. Making friends, if you will. My workload, I’m d...
Kindness
My day yesterday was just about compromised from the get-go. I accidentally ripped the plug for my car, the block heater, off the cord. It’s been -40c for weeks now. I thought this was going to c...
Sun Day Fun Day
Toni ordered us Cilantros on Friday and she made me a peanut butter & chocolate pie for my birthday. It was hilarious that she also hid a birthday present in a stocking that she has hanging o...
36 Times Around the Sun?
Every year on my birthday when people ask about my age I would always explain how many times I’ve been around the sun. I suppose I don’t get to say my favourite Gattaca line anymore as I no longe...
Win
I went into work with my anxiety sky high yesterday and my day got pretty interesting. On my first break, our HR rep came out of her office to tell me that I had just won a TV from our twelve day...
Compressed
My anxiety got the best of me again today. Usually, I do not experience fear while my anxiety is flared up but these last two days were different. I am not sure why I am experiencing this, yet. I...
Solitude
My anxiety was high yesterday. I can’t seem to connect to anything or anyone. I could not connect to my usual hobbies, interests and just anything. Not even to my usual trains of thought. I tried...
Nothing Extraordinary
My mind is creating an enemy construct and I can’t seem to stop it even though I am conscious of it. It wants easy street and creating a victim narrative is the easiest. My mind is using Toni to ...
Ram Bull
I have been back at work since Monday. I just have leftover asthma symptoms but everybody is superstitious so I feel some type of way. I probably could have used an extra week but it had been ove...
Hard on the Friendship
Bev gave me a lot to think about regarding Toni. It’s been weighing on my mind. She is an addict. She isn’t drinking a bottle of wine and then some every day anymore she is just going to get high...
Recovering
Toni is really getting on my nerves. She won’t stop making me being sick all about her. This morning I updated her on how I’m feeling, all my symptoms are gone except a minor cough. She goes off ...
Oy
My body is expressing illness, yes, and naturally Toni went and made it all about her. I have low patience today I could have snapped. I did not do this to her a few months ago when she had it wa...
Medical Heretic Things
I was aiming to do the grocery run today but I don’t have the energy to haul it all upstairs after. I’ll pass. I decided to call my mother to see how things were going and to chat because my head...
Medical Heathen Things
I think I had my first migraine on Thursday. Shortly after I left work I ended up with a debilitating headache. I couldn’t move, I couldn’t handle light or sound. I spent the entire day laying on...
Under The Weather
My body is expressing a little illness today. I feel hungover but I didn’t have a drop of alcohol last night. What I did have was a brief panic attack yesterday and I suppose my body is trying to...
Sunk
I saw my depression coming a mile away. It always follows my anxiety. It hit me out of nowhere. I was at work, nearing the end of my shift. Nothing triggered it. I took a brief nap when I got hom...
Esoteric Mumbo Jumbo
This reading felt accurate. I didn’t watch the entire reading because I fell asleep. If it doesn’t resonate with you don’t make it fit your story. The reverse can also be true. That is the discl...
Medical Heathen
I spent the majority of yesterday in bed. I suppose I needed a rest day. I tried to read a 59-page leaflet on tarot but it was too hard to focus. I do not have enough control of my mind and I can...
Revelations
I am not on track. I don’t even know what my track is exactly but my inner guidance was a lot more clear than usual during this moment with Santos. I need to meditate on this. Not on the content ...
Waves
Linda, the coworker I drive to and from work, triggered an anxiety attack yesterday. Our shift barely started, the store was not even open, and she approaches me flustered trying to explain that ...
Timing
I almost had an anxiety attack today. This usually happens when I am putting things off. My whole life is on the back burner but not necessarily by choice. It’s the end of the world out there. We...
Truth is stranger than fiction
Matthew 11:19 The Son of man came eating and drinking, and they say, Behold a man gluttonous, and a winebibber, a friend of publicans and sinners. But wisdom is justified of her children. But wis...
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Things happening in my life currently