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My grandfather passed away a couple of days ago. I don’t know what to think or what to feel about it. I haven’t been thinking about it at all actually. I keep forgetting that it happened. Then it...

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I am hoping today is the day I get that callback. I already woke up in a decent mood. Even though it snowed last night. The sun is in Taurus, the moon is in Taurus. Jupiter and Venus are on their...

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I suppose that my nerves are getting to me. Somewhere under the surface, I am anxious about getting the call about that full-time position I applied for. TMI but it’s been a shitty day. Literally...

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Today feels weird. I suppose it is because I am playing the waiting game. I am waiting to hear if I am the selected candidate for the full-time position that I interviewed for. Will something pos...

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I had my interview today and it went very well. I had her fawning over me by the end of it. At the end of the interview they always ask if I have any questions and then I end up interviewing them...

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My interview is tomorrow. I had to inform my supervisor that I applied for the position at a different location. She was on a conference call with the supervisor at the location I applied for and...

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Well split my D**** and call me Caitlyn I found a full-time position in the company that I work for at a location that is within walking distance from me. This one has a bad reputation and I don’...

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After my previous entry my sister invited me over for a movie night with her kids. That’s just what the holistic doctored ordered. Last night Bev invited me over to continue watching His Dark Ma...

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I didn’t struggle to fall asleep last night. I woke up multiple times to use the bathroom because I’m an old man now. I woke up at 6 am which used to be my sleeping-in time. I woke up excited to ...

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My best friend just told me that she has to put her dog down and I feel nothing inside. My reaction to everything these days has been nothing but a performance. I may be engaging with people but ...

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I’ve always had a rocky relationship with my phone. I’ve never liked that others have direct access to me 24/7. My relationship with the socials always becomes toxic. I need to detox from my phon...

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I wanted to go for a run after my shift yesterday but I wanted to take a cat nap first. That turned into a 5 hour nap so I missed that opportunity. Yesterday we spent the majority of our shift ou...

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When my mind is racing and keeping me up at night it is rehearsing, on repeat, what I want to say to my roommate. Last night before bed I opened the empty dishwasher, wrapped my arm around all of...

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This morning I chose passive aggression. I did to my roommate what my mother did to me when I was a deadbeat 19 year old that lived with her. I was up early and decided to be as loud as possible ...

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I sent a picture to Leanne, my bestie, this morning of my breakfast vs my roommate’s breakfast. Front and centre is my smoothie bowl and in the background is a view of my roommate on the balcony ...

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I had one of the worst drives of my life. I was late to work and when I got there everybody was so relieved because they were worried sick about me. April blizzards = May flowers apparently. We h...

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Today I am almost feeling blissed out. I feel like I have all the luck, love and lollipops on my side. I haven’t felt this since… well, they call it a spiritual awakening. I don’t have the requis...

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I don’t need to overthink my anxiety attack yesterday. I was mindful during the episode. I will also be mindful of what comes next. Depression. Things that I have been putting off caught up with ...

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It’s a high-anxiety kind of day. I became painfully self-aware that I am not in my purpose. I’m not even doing anything to bring myself closer to it. I want to feel like I have the universe on my...

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I had a massage yesterday from the osteopath that my friends wanted me to meet. My shoulder feels a lot better. He used a machine to break down the scar tissue in that arm. I broke it a million y...

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It’s like a reset button goes off in my mind when I am sick. I am conscious of how I lose my connections to people, places and things and I can take advantage of it. I can create new habits and l...

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I have a severe case of LBS (Little Bitch Syndrome). I am going to make it a point to talk to my roommate this weekend. I will channel this Aires New Moon and grow a pair. She really has no reaso...

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I hit my monthly boiling point with my roommate. My trigger was the black ring around the inside of the bathtub that she left for days. She soaked in the tub, clearly, but didn’t wash out the bla...

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My buddy Mel from work knows the osteopath I will see next week. What a small world. He told me the story before about his friend, who was an osteopath, that fixed his shoulder. I asked him what ...

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My chest is feeling a little tight at the moment. I got myself worked up. Just the usual roommate stuff. I do absolutely everything, provide absolutely everything, and she does absolutely nothing...

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