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Sitting
I learned something this week that I feel like I should have already known. One of those things to which I never really gave much thought, but once it crossed my mind I really started obsessing ...
Beach
I went to the beach with my sister yesterday. This was a new experience for me. I put a lot of thought into what I would wear, and settled on a bikini top and tight shorts. The shorts are Unde...
Out
So I told my mother and sister and a few other people that are close to me about a month ago that once I finished high school I was going to come fully out as a trans and live as a woman 24/7. T...
Thoughts
My therapist wants me to write regularly and was disappointed when I told her that I hadn’t written anything in a few weeks. She said I should just sit down without a plan and write about my tho...
Daughters
We were getting ready to go out to brunch on Sunday and my mom and my sister were in the kitchen talking. I was in the bathroom, which is right off the kitchen. They were essentially just waiti...
Thinking about it
This is the way the conversation went with my mother, to the best of my recollection. In hindsight, maybe I should have discussed this with my therapist first, but I don’t think it went badly. ...
Gender
My mother’s birthday was last week and my sister wanted to take her out to a nice restaurant to celebrate. This posed a small problem for me. I’m very good at dressing casually, but when it com...
Sexuality
For most of my teenage years I have thought of myself as asexual. It’s not something I go around telling people, but it seems like the only way to really describe the fact that I’m not really in...
Identify
Once my secret was out, it seemed like it was completely out. About six months ago my mom sat me down and had the super awkward conversation with me that if I wanted to wear women’s clothes, she...
The confession
At this point, my sister was in college and was living in a dorm during the week. On weekends, however, she would come home usually from Friday night till Sunday night. We’d moved on from our c...
Normal
So I suddenly had this bag of my sister’s clothes, essentially an entire second set of clothes, and they all fit me comfortably, but I didn’t know what I would do with it. I certainly wasn’t goi...
Bag of clothes
Here’s how it all started. When my sister and I were little, she was overweight and I was skinny. She wasn’t outrageously obese or anything, just a little on the heavy side. But as little brot...
