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It's been awhile.
So much has happened. He was a liar, a cheater. Had a fiancee behind my back, for months. I’m carrying his child. 21 weeks. 21. I can’t believe it. I can’t believe how fucked everything is. I can...
I realized
I had left a bunch as drafts that o didn’t publish. Not that I need to, just found my behavior strange. 10 weeks along. I hate my body. I think the feeling is mutual. I don’t know if hormones ca...
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I don’t want to be pregnant. Half the time I’m so frustrated with its father I’d rather poof into nonexistence. How can I have a baby with a man I can’t even be myself around?
Oops?
You ever do something stupid. Really, impressively stupid? Man, this is not my year.