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Adaptation

by shnooze

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Tonight's idea: maybe the rTMS has put me in a manic phase? And when I say "manic", I mean: extremes and loops of obsessive thinking and anxiety and PTSD symptoms and SUICIDE!SUICIDE!SUICIDE! i...


July 23, 2014

WINCHELL'S DONUT HOUSE

Here, have some of my joy... We've been here for 25 days and I'm STILL unpacking shit because: a) I STILL have way too much stuff (even though I've RUTHLESSLY CULLED this shit four-fucking-tim...


July 06, 2014

Apt. 7

OHAI! I'm still alive! Here I am! On Being in Hicksville: Not gonna lie... it was mostly awful. Painful, even. Especially when Peter and I went out for coffee. Driving around, it al...


June 26, 2014

Looneytoonz!

Drew graduates from high school tonight. Naturally, it’s all. about. me. and my fucking mood dictating every. fucking. thing. Peter said: ”Suzy! We did it! All three of our kids got through hi...


June 23, 2014

ZyXEL

Uncategorized: Mere moments before I step (hobble) on to the train from Montreal to Toronto, I get an email from my (insane) sister detailing my mother's latest heart attack (that's heart-attack...


June 16, 2014

grinding the corn

Okay! SO! Finished up nine-full-weeks of the brain-zapping. (NINE!) If it wasn't so bloody inconvenient and goddamned time-consuming and if the psychiatrist was a little less totally staggeri...


June 03, 2014

Juin

None of this matters. Seriously. DID YOU KNOW?!?!?! 99.9% of all species that have EVER EXISTED are now completely extinct. So, let’s get stoned! Except I haven’t gotten stoned in months. Sob...


In no particular order: 87) Week Six-of-Six of the repetitive Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation begins tomorrow. And, how am I feeling? Hmmm... overall, I'd say about 50% better - and by "be...


May 09, 2014

Rich-cocks are rich

One Compound: For Sale. The Swells are pulling up stakes. Peter and I built that fence, btw. Also: quite.a.bit.of.extremely.dirty. fucking. went on in that loft. Memories… :D http://lifestylesn...


(This-here part was written on Sunday.) Okay.So.I feel an itty-bitty-teeny-weeny bit of improvement in my mood.Kinda-sorta. I dunno. Maybe. We'll see. Is the repetitive Transcranial Magnetic Stim...


Book Description

adaptation (ād’āp-tā’shən)
A change in structure, function, or behavior by which
a species or individual improves its chance of survival
in a specific environment.