I just admitted to myself that I still have feelings for you and it made me chuckle. .
I wonder how deep they would have been if I had kept in touch with you like I used to. I am actually happy that I still like you though even though a few years have passed since my coward confession. You may not understand why I am happy but to me it just means that I actually honestly liked someone for the first time; I am happy it’s you and not someone else but I won’t tell you that so you don’t feel burdened.
I am grateful that you kept the promise we made back then. Our relationship may not be where it was back then but just knowing that I can text you on a whim and you still answer is a comfort for me. . I know you have been through a hard time since your mom told me but I didn’t want to extend a hand that wasn’t requested but I am still sorry that I wasn’t there. And I am also sorry that I am keeping a brave face whenever I see you even though I am hurting at the moment. When this moment passes, which it will, i’ll be able to sincerely smile at you and converse with you like we used to. I just hope that it won’t be for too long. .
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