Oh no!I think I'm catching feelings.. in BOYS

What is it about social studies teachers that turn me on?I guess the whole history mumbo jumbo gets to me.Like a thought in my brain that keeps flying around in circles and turns into something else after thinking about it for so long.I remember in 6th grade(yeah I know..I was soo young)I had a huge crush on Mr.Can(.....) and something really weird happened.It was towards the end of the year and for some reason he had cards out all sprawled out in his hand and he was blindfolded because he was telling us a trick he learned form a man he sat next to on a plane,and he picked someone to tell him to stop.I was that person so I told him to stop and the card was soo funny.It was the 8 of hearts,and my mouth actually dropped,but while he was sprawling out the cards he tripped over a box and kind of stumbled,but he was walking towards me.When he took off his blindfold he kept staring at me because he saw the card.We made eye contact for so long.Then when I got to seventh grade,there was a talent show and he literally sat beside me and during the middle of the talent show his arm reached all the way to my seat and was just resting on the top.It was kind of uncomfortable.
Anyways,so now I’m in high school and it doesn’t stop there.This year we have a teacher named Mr.Eck(…) who is also really young,and I didn’t really know I had hots for him until now but..anyways so one day we were doing this project.I had to work with two people I hated and they accused me of deleting their project which one of them did and I screamed at the kid,Gage, in the middle of class.Mr.Eck(…) was so surprised and he told me to go out into the hallway.I slammed the door so loud that I think some of his magazines fell off the walls.Robbie opened the door and was joking with me and Mr.Eck(…) told him to join me.We started talking in the hallway then Eck(…) came out.He talked to Robbie then sent him back in.Then he said to me there was no reason to scream like that.I yelled well i didn’t do it.And he screamed bloody murder..STOP!you obviously did do it because it shows your name and I said well i didn’t and kiya and taylor can even tell you that and he said come back in when your cooled off.I didn’t come back in for the rest of the class and he didn’t make me.A few days later after our arguement i walked in and he said can we talk now or are you still mad at me.I told him i was still mad at him.He laughed but you could tell he was kind of sad.Faith looked at me and so did Kylie laughing and he kind of dropped it.I was laughing on the inside.The next day I came in he asked if we could be friends and I said no.He said he was going to give me a lunch detention so I would have to eat lunch with him alone.I was thinking on the inside,please do, but I said i would rather eat lunch with a frog on the outside.He seemed sad,so at the end of class the next day,I told him I had to tell him something.Then when everyone left,I apologized.He said why are you apologizing.I told him why and he said,”Well I shouldn’t have blew up on you like that either.That was the first time I’ve ever yelled at a kid.”I said yeah and he said,”Well I don’t think anything less of you but im glad you apologized.See you,Mia.”My heart kind of exploded and I said bye.
I swear History teachers are like super cute.My 4th grade history teacher,My 6th grade history teacher,My 9th grade history teacher,and soon to be 11th grade history teacher will be the cutest out of all of them.I know I’m kind of weird,but if you could see them,ooooooh you would like them, too.