umm, these weekend had been quiet great..? but yeah i felt sad but i made reasons to not be. oh! and i forgot to write about what happened last friday, august 23. soo yeah i was pissed 2 days before friday and got even more pissed when i saw some of my dude classmates together with that g7 girl who has a crush on my crush on friday and of course i got jealous so i whispered “you really stayed here to flirt with each other” to them. i didn’t know why i said that and because of that, they got super mad to the point they added up all the negative things about me and told aaron (a new dude that was my friend) who also agreed to it and even helped them.
yeah.. i understand why they did that
i mean who wouldn’t get mad to someone who called them flirty when they’re just being friends?
but LIKE they started introducing grantt (my crush and my bestfriend too) to that girl named ivy and said that he should try know her and that they’ll borrow grantt for minutes.
THEY KNOW I’D GET HURT RIGHT COZ THEY KNOW I LIKE HIM
THEY WE’RE TRYING TO TEASE ME AND GET ME MAD AND YES WISH COME TRUE I DID.
because of jealousy and madness, i kinda glared at ivy.. i didn’t mean to do that
im so sorry..it’s the worst thing ive ever done so far..
i lacked self control
and guys know that they we’re the same people who hurted my feelings without them knowing
and im so sorry..
i tried chatting ivy to say sorry but she isn’t replying yet
i won’t be talking further about why i was hurt..im too tired to talk about it
u know.. i can’t handle it when someone’s mad at me
i can’t think properly
im not really scared of them, but im scared they won’t forgive me
and never treat me like the person i was before the incident
im really sorry..i shouldn’t have been selfish coz grantt wasn’t mine, and that he had the right to be with anyone at anytime
it hurts but it’s really ok..
he doesn’t like me and i should accept
he’s a really great friend i swear
you’ll never be sad :(
[let me insert a quick life lesson here that i’ve been thinking of since last year but never really cared about it until one of my classmates said it:
you know, at a young age, when we have crushes and we date them (aka m.u. whatevuh), it’s most likely to happen that you’ll not end up being together til you grow up because , it’s just a crush and you’re just admiring that person for a short period of time though it may take some months or even years. The common reason for a ‘break up’ is “studies”, “i don’t like you anymore”, “no more chemistry” or “let’s take a break”. For me, I think it would be better to start a relationship when you’re old enough, so that you’ll not get hurt over and over again. MAGTATAGALOG NA NGA AQ KASI MAS FEEL NA FEEL PAG TAGALOG. so continue na aq. Pero di mo naman maiiwasan magkacrush diba? soo kung crush ka ng crush mo, don’t start a relationship. and in my opinion, being in a relationship is less exciting than liking your crush and he doesn’t like you. my opinion lang ha. Sayang lang talaga kung magiging mu mo yung crush mo na you think is your the one, i reserve mo na lang sya para sa future, kung wala pa sya jowa nun. idk lng how to explain pero i believe in what i just said and its true ]
6:59 pm
kuya ahihii
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