3rd september 2019 in Clearing the competitive exam NEET

hey everybody! so yesterday was lil productive i got two chapters done and unit 1 is finished. i am trying not to worry about the exam tomorrow. i recorded two parts of biology mcq’s and 2 are remaining. i have started unit 2 it has two chapters as well but i have done these i just gotta revise. i feel lil motivated. i just wanna clear neet and yesterday i was going through some quora answers and found that the toppers holding a good rank sell them! the institutes pay good amount of money like 5-15 lacs. still i’ll never wanna do that the financial condition isn’t that poor. there isn’t a need. if i top i would not sell my rank cause it is my hard work xD i don’t go to any coaching classes or institute. moreover, securing a good rank without coaching would be so motivating for others who can’t afford to go to institutes.
it still makes me feel sad that i can’t do 3 chapters for neet a day since i have my exams going on. i’ll try super hard. i don’t wanna feel scared or super concerned about my marks in mid term because i know the marks are of no use and what our physics teacher told us to do is just brilliant. i guess i will have to go now.
grind time.
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i do a chapter in 3 parts and i have done one part of it. it is 4:25 pm and i am sipping my tea.
i have recorded the third part of biology as well. sometimes i feel like i won’t be able to complete my syllabus in these months like if u see it is 3rd september and the neet exam’s on 3rd may next year. 8 months!
i just don’t wanna be scared. i won’t be. it is meaningless.
there are almost 97 chapters.. i just don’t know i will have to do three chapters a day somehow.
or i can just do 1.5 it will take 2 months.
just gonna go bring some cold drink.
bye <3