First let me clear this up. I do get spousal support of $400/mo, totaling $4800 a year. Given my current situation, that allows me to mostly get by, but it comes as a cost to my family. So I am not totally destitute, just greatly impaired to get by on my own,
Jess, God, I try very hard not to be angry, because it does no good. Wastes my time and energy. I did finally decide recently that this isn't the life I want forever, I actually have a date of sorts Sunday, with someone I knew in HS who has gone through a lot of the same stuff. Neither of us looking for forever, just a friend who remembers way back when and has the same values. It may go somewhere, may not. I don't care, I just miss having a friend who I can be honest with and enjoy spending time with. We hold very similar values.
Whatever that all means, I am trying to cut ties and move on. I don't want to move backwards. I still love Jess, but I don't want to be with him right now,
That be all this girl got, Hope all is well for everyone, and that is genuine,
love and kisses, Laurie
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