May 31, 2019 in spilling out my soul

I like him. We’re at this stage where we are touchy with each other. Obviously not in an inappropriate way. He is one of the reasons I like going to school at this point. It is still awkward and I still am nervous, but it’s definitely better than the first few times.
Nevermind. I don’t know what’s going on. He is very into politics and I’m not sure how I feel about it. I don’t know how to feel about him. Today we danced. It was weird and awkward and I was probably blushing the whole time. He kind of makes me feel less confident about myself that I already was beforehand. Also the fact that he’s a junior throws me off a bit. And the amount of girls he keeps talking about. I don’t know anything anymore, all I know is that I should stop focusing on him and focus on myself. I am tired .