Some people are just stupid and will never ever change. Sometimes, I wonder if I’m like that. If I’m that person. I think about everything bad that happens in my life and seem to never think about the good things
I can’t believe I do that so much. I get I have good things too.
Brody is one good thing. I really like him so much. I wish I could be more like him he finds good in everything and nothing gets him down.
When we Fight, well I fight he just smiles and says really were going to fight over this and it usually over.
I think he tries to understand how my stepdad messed me up. But he doesn’t have a clue.
I have a best friend… The person who understood me completely. We are the same person practically. But never told my biggest secret to her.
I just know when people look at me they know what my stepdad did and judge me. I want so bad to be more like Brody. He is just is Brody, outgoing, so cute, everybody loves him, he could care less what anyone thinks and not in a bad way. He is just him. he does crazy stuff, so sweet to everyone. He does work too much he is a teenager he should be having fun and maybe he is.
I guess some people could say I’m lucky. That I’ve found him.
I know there’s going to be a lot more drama and tragedy in my life. But I just want to not cry so much and move on.
So to sum this all up, I’d have to say that even though I’ve gone through so much… I know it was all for a reason. But it still sucks.
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