Obssesion in Just Call Me Your Lunatic Friend. Welcome To The Madness.

I doubt that many people could say I’ve exhibited obsessive behaviors before. I asked my Mom if I had obsessed over anyone or anything. She replied no.

That is not to say that I am beyond being obaaeaed. Truth is I have really liked and loved women in my life. But, I’ve never obsessed over any of them. All my relationship have ended with the ladies dumping me or walking away from the relationship. Instead of obsessing about the breakup, I basically mourned what could have been and still love them in a modified manner. What would it profit me to guilt a woman into feeling love towards me. Is that even possible?

Truth is I was imagining thing she could not or would not feel or give. That does not make her a bad person or me a bad person. I’ll just have to take anther swing when it is my turn a bat again.

Life hurts at times and is good at bringing disappointments,. Sure not fun at times but life is not over because I disappointed. I choose to live life as a semicolon. Just as a semicolon signifies the sentence is not over yet, I’ve stricken with a handicap, but, wait, my story isn’t over yet.

My plan for my fiftieth birthday was to get a tattoo of a semicolon to tell that story and let the world know my story was not over. Instead I was on my back in the hospital with a stroke. Someday I’ll share some of my experiences in the hospital, but for now I’ll just say it was memorable.

I hope you all are having a great start to your weekends. Pray for those in Louisiana and Missippi that in the path of the rain and flooding.

Be good humans.

Last updated July 14, 2019