ten years. in it said i needed a book...

10 years ago i met a boy. we emailed for weeks online and decided to finally meet. we had a very quiet dinner and went to see 'lord of the rings: return of the king'. we hardly spoke because we were both so freaking shy but i thought he was gorgeous. years later things are different; in a good way because it shows growth and maturity. bad because i seriously feel like we missed out on so many years of being around each other. gah. feelings.