Feeling Down ~ in MY HOME AWAY FROM HOME ~

Have you ever just felt really down, but don't know why? It's not any one thing I can just put my finger on but something sure has me "down in the dumps" Some days I can blame it on the weather, but this week its been every day, even with the pretty sunny days. I do have several things bothering me but I try not to dread on them every day. I kinda feel sometimes like my head is sorta going around & around. Not in a dizzy way but more like a lots of thoughts all mixed up at one time. Tonight I was thinking out loud to myself & I thought.. I have lots of good friends but not really anyone that I feel like I can just tell all my thoughts too. There is one person that I use to feel that way about, my x. But he's remarried & she doesn't want him talking to me. I see her point, but I sure do miss him as my best friend. Well its getting late so I'll say goodnight & try to write more tomorrow. Hugs Turtle