two years later in Nothing ends

I set my mind on things and accomplished most of them
I quit the hospital, started a brewery, built a taproom
I grow a lot of what we use on my property
I have 3 children now. two girls and a boy.
I am living the exact life that I wished for.
I now have purpose and identity.

Find what you love and let it kill you he said
so that’s what I am doing

I write little poems on the side of the bottles sometimes
no one really notices but I keep doing it
I cant let the well go completely dry

I am spreading myself thin and the
holes are starting to show
I wonder whats next
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I am never going to stop
feeling this way