I am breathing deeply today. Slow, steady, just feeling the air fill my lungs. My eyelids close gently every time then i begin a new breath and they open slowly as I let the air out. Just breathe. Just breathe. Just breathe.
Foolish games are played intentionally or not when enduring that new spark. We yearn to express how we feel and we keep it tight behind our cage that protects our heart. Make sure to avoid delayed stares. For if they see you staring too long they will know. My fingertips slowly uncoil to let your hand grasp mine. They are warm. They are light. They are real.
I want to run away. I can not explain this feeling. It is too real, too quick, to much. I want to be with you all the time, but I could picture myself driving 4 states away just to get away from you. I am stradeling the line. I am at the crossroad. I can either go with you and begin this new chapter. Or I can walk away-I can still walk away. I am scared...why? What can be so scary to let you in. Ive been broken before....i mended...if you break me i can mend again-Right? So much effort, so much energy, so exhausting, so easy, so freeing, such a high from it all. I want to stop, I cant stop, Im already gone, im already lost, im already in love.
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