A target gift-card for christmas in December 21, 2018

I was recently called down to the office, just to get a Target gift card! It has 20 dollars on it and it’s amazing! My sister (who i’m living with) will be proud. I swear the whole schools higher authority loves me like no other student in the school. It’s great! I still have my stupid NHD history day project to do. Me and a friend are doing a performance and it’s going to be lit. However, i’m still upset about my social worker telling me I can’t see my siblings or my mother for Christmas. This is going to be an upsetting Christmas I think. A grieving Christmas that will be different from any other that i’ve ever had.
A guy likes me at school, but I don’t know if I should go forward with dating him, but I do really like him. It’s just there’s this other guy, Gavin, he is my second crush and I don’t know why but it holds me back. I know I should get over Gavin, he’s always making fun of me in every way he can and tries to be cool and known in the school. Believe me Gavin is known throughout the whole school, some people love him and others hate his guts. And then there are the people who fall in love with the most unimaginable person to the high school community. That’s anybody who is kind BTW.
I don’t get how or why Gavin hates me so much! I haven’t even done anything to him! it’s totally not fair and I hate it.