Winter - 3 in Sadness is just a word

I hope that they both realize they are both so different and are incompatible that they don’t try to date. Or better yet, their schedules are so different it cannot work. I hope he finds her boring and a bad fit. Or she decides that he is too different or boring. It will kill me to know that she will have sex with him. Especially because I know they won’t care for each other. She is a nerdy, introverted, feminist who writes smutty fan fiction. he seems like a generic working guy. Beer swilling, outdoorsy(fishing, hunting), undomestic, truck driving, homophobic/not pc, kind of guy that would take a girl for granted. I just want to have my little bubble undisturbed. I want to be enough for her and my wife. I want my world to stay small and happy like this last month has been. But I know I am not enough. I’m not enough for myself. If I can’t for myself, how could I be enough for anyone else?