Short summary:
We got in at 4pm. And after settling in, I bought food for ourselves. Then we went back and went though all the toys that were brought by Goddess Vanessa. The chastity took the most time to figure out, as it was difficult to figure out and was missing a key. Eventually we decided to put it on with just a shoe lace.
We started the dominant session at around 7pm with 30 minutes of blind food massage. After was a butt plug insertion with over 30 minutes of blindfolded silence, and then made to walk with it inside. At one point she made me drink her diluted piss, which wasn’t that bad. I had no idea how diluted it was, but most likely 90% water. We watched a 2 hour documentary at which the rules of our entire session began to break down. We got more and more casual as we continuously talked (with the mask on).
Eventually Goddess Vanessa decided to get an extra lock from home. She took my card with, just to take money out for reasons I didn’t know at the time. I then stood in the corner for 40 minutes while she was out; thankfully I was allowed to see and text. When she got back, the device was placed properly with the lock. She explained she took out $200, which I didn’t know was meant to be used as leverage so I would accept anything that was done to me. I assumed she took it all for herself and was almost shaking.
At this point the lock was on me, and it was time for me to be tied up. She tied me with elastic rope and then poured hot wax on me. Cloths pins where placed on my nipples, played with, and then placed on my balls. And so was hot sauce. Was followed was 30 minutes of excruciating pain.
While still in pain, I was untied. I took a shower which made things worse somehow. Then we got into a long conversation that involved dimensions, ghosts and science. At this point I knew I wasn’t going to sleep at a regular time. I still wanted to get dominated and degraded, but understood that it took too much of a casual turn and was certainly not going to go back.
I slept for 2 hours. While I slept, food was purchased for me (and spat in) with my money. After this, there was very little time left. In the remainder, I got stepped on slightly and sat on by Goddess Vanessa. All of this occurred with casual conversation. When it was time to go, I made myself a coffee and we left. I forgot to take back the $200 and my bank card.
Overall, I didn’t really like it that much. This is almost expected since it’s my first time. Many things can change to make it much better. It certainly was worth the money though, and I expect the experience to improve when/if we do it again next month.
What I liked:
- The concept of having strict rules.
- Using bank card and money as a leverage.
- Your enjoyment to the tortures.
- Being tied up.
- Not knowing what will happen next.
What I disliked:
- Rules didn’t stay consistent and wasn’t really important after a few hours.
- The no-talking rule: how do I know what statements not to respond to if I can’t talk?
- Doing a monotonous task for too long (blindfolded foot rubs for 30 min, standing in corner for 40 minutes). Interaction is good
- Anything going up my ass.
- The idea of non-discrete public humiliation. Discrete is okay.
- Too casual. Lots of regular conversation.
- Too much time was spent showing off equipment we wouldn’t be using (for example the lock box).
- Rules were poorly planned and thus quickly forgotten.
- Shouldn’t have wasted time watching the documentary or changing subjects.
- Too much blind folding. I enjoy seeing what’s happening and your positive reaction to my suffering.
- Lack of verbal domination. Everything can come with verbal domination.
- Easy modes of pain. I don’t like pain, but if done, I’d like it to be delivered with effort (impact play for example) rather than letting a device or chemicals to the job (ie. cloths pins and hot sauce).
- Having to suggest ideas for my own punishments.
Suggestions:
- Preplan rules and contracts beforehand to save time.
- Food could be prepared in advance to save time/money, and to have whatever you want me to consume already set.
- Casual conversation should be reserved for regular hang outs or phone calls. This includes talking about the lock box, feminism, science, or anything else.
- If food will be abused for my consumption, I’d like to see.
- If you have it, you can flaunt the fact that you have my bank card or money. Talk about it.
- Situations should feel forced rather than performed (like forced to drink pee -or worse- in a compromising position rather than told to).
- You can be very mean in terms of non-painful forms of humiliation such as verbal domination or gross tortures.
- I’d like the nasty forms of torture to be significantly advanced. Almost nothing in that regard was done. It can get pretty creative too.
- Pain can be delivered with some effort through impact play rather than just letting the tool do it for you (chemicals, pins, etc)..
- It’s okay to be nude if it helps emphasize any of the torture.
Random thoughts:
- Forgetting the bank card with Vanessa was kinda hot. Interestingly enough, I found it in my bag a few days later…
- I know you wanted to be woken up in the morning with oral, so I was interested to be made to try that.
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