Finally caught up. in My Life As A Momma

Wow lol seems like I never get caught up reading all your lovely updates! Every time I get on there's over ten to read and not enough time in my day to sit and read/comment. Finally I got caught up so now maybe I can stay this way.

Over the last few weeks I have really been thinking about and looking into going back to school! I already have my CNA licence, but im thinkin I'm ready to go for my M.A degree. It'll take me 9 months and Nykaila will be in daycare.

This is something I've put a lot of thought into ive spent almost 13 months home with baby and its been amazing. But after filing taxes I seen how much I DIDN'T contribute this year and it bothered me a lot.

I know being a homemaker is a hard job. It really is missy days and I get a lot of credit and praise for it, I'm just getting stir crazy.

(I started writing this yesterday and popping in and out as I had time in my day to update, below you'll find the reason that it was not published until today.. )

Normally its during the week while Cody is at work that I do my wifey duties. Laundry, cleaning, picking up and trying to make some kind of organization to baby toys. Well yesterday I decides while I had a little energy and Cody wasn't home that I would get a bunch of it done so I had more time this week to read my book (lol) yeah that was a dumb idea.

Almost to the end of my straightening up I bent down to pick up this stupid little triangle rhing ro pur back in Nykaila's little house thing. As I bent down to put it in the house I got the worst pain I've ever felt in my lower back and the next thing I know I'm laying on the ground next it it bawling my eyes out. Nykaila crawls over to me while I'm lying there crying and just rubs my face looking at me trying to make sense of what just happened. I slowly make my way over to something to help get myself up and sit down and my legs are numb and im shaking so much from how bad it hurt that I can't sit down. So I tell Nykaila to come on an have her climb up the stairs (which she LOVES! ) And make my way up behind her waiting for Cody to get home.

Since all this happened life has pretty much sucked. I can barely get up and down by myself. Sleep was almost nonexistent and I feel terrible. My legs still feel numb a little and the pain is nauseating! I'm 26 freakin years old! This should NOT be happening!

So yeah that is all folks. I'm going to read my book and hope to God this goes away soon! I see the doctors in my future!