It is sad that old OD is dead, even when it was crappy. Now I assume all the things I have written there is gone, but I will try to remember my posts. Started at 2005. 2005 I had just moved to Stockholm. Lived in Sigtuna in a tiny flat. Remember how i felt sad and that life seemed dull and meaningless. I was alone. Wrote a coupple of entries. One that I was sketching faces at the cafea at the national art gallery. An american women was direct and asked if I had a fiancee. I told her no but did not tell her that I cant have woman. I truly belived that was the case back then. I was 29 that time.
My cousin got killed in a traffic accident the same year. Remember how I wrote about my dad and sorrow.
Little later that year I was out on a partynight I remember. In Uppala flustret. We got piss drunk. I met an old friend at the bar, that night he destroyed his career in the law by getting into a fight at the bar. One 19 year old girl wanted to fuck me.
Two years later I met her. 2007 in the autumn. She was damn beautiful, and then I did not know she was a wreck inside. I did not write anything special about meeting her.
More and more I realised she was not very normal. I wrote an entrie in 2008 when I thought we had ended.
2010 In january I wrote an entry when she tried to commit suicide. I left work and moved in with her.
I told her I will never leave her.
2011 in april I left her.
2013 september I evicted her from her flat and threw away most of her stuff.
2013 febrary I met Emma at a course. She was stunning beatiful.
Met Emma again in june.
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