Currently August in Surveys of the wasting time variety

Current Annoyance:
None. I don’t think.
Maybe the fact that Noel still rears his ugly head sometimes and I just want to punch it, violent little thing that I am. But…you know. Whatever.
Other than that I’m pretty chill.

Current Bane of My Existence:
Our finance manager not doing her fucking job properly.

Current Book(s):
Women Who Run With The Wolves. I’ve been on it a while. It’s good. I’m understanding psychology through stories. We need more women’s circles. Seriously. Weve diluted the sacred feminine down to a lukewarm trickle.

Current Clothing Thoughts:
I don’t know. Loving pinafores, leggings and boots.
I’m just sick of winter. I’m in Berlin now & wearing a Sumner tunic.

Current Color(s):
Red.

Current Crush:
The usual. It’s been this way for three years....and isn’t about to change. I love it as it is.

Current Drink:
Meh. Don’t care really
Coffee and red wine.

Current Excitement(s):
eXit Butoh Festival
Performing Blossom again
The new theatre project
Tsuki getting home at 4pm.

Current Feeling:
Horny.
I’m laying in his bed....
No I’m not going to have sex with him.
But apparently eXit can be a bit of a sex fest so I’m hoping to get the first post divorce shag out of the way....actually.....it’ll be the first time I’ve had sex with any one else other than J. I feel so stupid about that.

Current Fetish:
I’m in T’s bed in T”s room and over there in the corner on top of that chest of drawers are T’s sex toys.......
Technically.......if I...........

Current Films:
Can’t remember the last time I saw a film.

Current Food:
Beef.
On the rare side of medium rare.
Actually.....rare.
I’ve stopped being a vegetarian. I need to eat more iron.....and don’t tell me about iron in plants.....it doesn’t cut it for me. I’m as anaemic as hell .

Current Goal:
Well.....This is going to go down in the an annals of “How much of a slut is she these days?* but my current goal is to have sex at eXit. So I’m shallow. I don’t care. I’m over this nice girl thing. I’m still nice. I just need sex.

Current Guilty Pleasure:
Eating whole blocks of Ritter Sport on my own.

Current Image:
Half a face.
Check out my Facebook profile pic.

Current Indulgence:
Dance workshops overseas. international travel.

Currently Listening To:
Sohn and Freya Ridings

Current Love:
Me

Current Mindfuck:
Caroline coming in and taking over out training.
Even though what she took out and added in was fantastic a little advance warning and preparation would have been appreciated.

Current Mood:
Excited.
Life is so damn sweet.

Current Music:
Anything that moves me.
Lots of soundscapes really. Tracks that are put together by sound artists. Makes me want to move in response.

Current Music Video:

Current Outfit:
As in, what am I wearing?
Underwear & a blue t-shirt dress.

Current Project:
Doing The Daily Map an online course written by Nirrimi Firebrace.
It’s about getting my creative life together.

Current Self-Image Thoughts:
I’m pretty strong but Geeze I need to get back to the gym and get pumped again.

Current Slang or Saying:
“Oh for fucks sake!”

Current Song Lyrics:

Castles

You left my love, you hit the target
You got that rush and then you walk out the door
You kept me small, it’s what you wanted
I never noticed
You held my hand into the darkness
I didn’t care, it made me just want you more
My god, your love, it seems so harmless
I never noticed

And I hate that you’re gone
And I hate that I don’t wanna let go
And I hate that you think that I’m weak
‘Cause I don’t wanna let you know

I’m gonna build castles
From the rubble of your love
From the rubble of your love
I’m gonna be more than
You ever thought I was
You ever thought I was (ooh)

Each time you left, there was a hunger
I felt so dead, I couldn’t take anymore
Losing your love, it left me stronger
I never noticed

And I hate that you’re gone
And I hate that I don’t wanna let go
And I hate that you think that I’m weak
‘Cause I don’t wanna let you know

That I’m gonna build castles
From the rubble of your love
From the rubble of your love
I’m gonna be more than
You ever thought I was
You ever thought I was

That I’m gonna build castles
From the rubble of your love
From the rubble of your love
I’m gonna be more than
You ever thought I was
You ever thought I was, oh
Castles

From the rubble of your love
From the rubble of your love
I’m gonna be more than
You ever thought I was
You ever thought I was
That I’m gonna build castles
From the rubble of your love
From the rubble of your love
I’m gonna be more than
You ever thought I was
You ever thought I was

I’m gonna build castles
From the rubble of your love
From the rubble of your love
I’m gonna be stronger than
You ever thought I was
You ever thought I was

Source: LyricFind

Songwriters: Daniel Leonard Nigro / Freya Olivia Rose Ridings

Castles lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.

Current Triumph:
That I got from Berlin Tegel to Lubeckerstrasse all on my own like a boss!

Current TV Show(s):
None. I don’t watch TV though I did finish off GOT Season 8 on the plane.

Current Wish List:
That I could make enough money as an artist to quit AAV.

Last updated August 02, 2019