One Crazy Summer 🔥 ☀ in Days of summer..

Well, sorry it took so long to write an update, been kinda busy....

First off, Im not really liking this weather situation… 20°c and really humid!! Constantly have the fan on in my room lol

Learned off a family member that my dad was in hospital, seems like a brain tumor or something… He can go home today!!!

I have got mega loads of leave…
3x1hr daily unescorted in hospital grounds
2x8hr a week to my mums or other family members…
4x4hr a week escorted with staff (day trips and that)

Sneakily drinking bottles of Strawberry and Lime cider in my spare time… This summer sure is a warm one!!!

Heard nothing off S.T, Hope that she’s alright, and it doesn’t mean that I don’t care for her since she left me, I do, it’s just a fucked up situation that I keep on replaying and replaying in my head, over and over and over again.... Do I regret anything? Yes… A lot! Kinda wished I didn’t treat her as bad as I did at the time, I know that she was the best thing I had ever had in my life at the time and I messed it up by being a knob (as usual)… I wouldn’t change anything from then for the world, she’s made me see that in life, things don’t always turn out as you mean them to, and I’m eternally grateful for the life lesson she taught me, if I ever see her again (probably not) if buy her a drink.... If you’re reading this, get in touch with me on FB or here…

But honestly, things are not going well with my missus atm, her Dr told her to stay away from me, and put a order in place so I can’t see her… I phone her every day to see what’s going on in her place and be that outlet she needs whenever she wants a little cry, or a nice chat… Things are hard for me, not seeing her is doing my head in, I hope that this gets resolved soon… She’s just been accepted for a place in Swansea, so that’s closer to me!!

Until next time, have a awesome summer!

Last updated July 16, 2019