You know, I used to hate money when I was younger because I associated it and people who have a lot of it with him.
But now, not having any money of my own as an adult…
I want it.
Not because I want fancy cars and a big mansion but because I wanna be able to do stuff with people. Take them out to eat… Buy them gifts they actually like and I’m proud to give them… Spoil my niece and nephew. Do stuff FOR other people for once and live life, have experiences of my own.
Money can make people do horrible things, I know. But I also know that it doesn’t have to be that way. That people ultimately make their own choices and that money itself isn’t evil. My whole life so far I’ve been doing nothing but taking and receiving, and honestly? I feel like shit.
I want to be kinder and more giving.
I want to be someone my family isn’t ashamed of. I want to be someone I’M not ashamed of. I want to be better. All I’ve been doing is the bare minimum in life. Maybe it’s about time that I apply myself a little more- that I try a little bit harder. And then maybe, I can be a good person to.

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