Hearts will break 💔 in Days of summer..

So, had a chat with a member of staff the other day who sensed I was down, told her that I had a lot of stuff that needs sorting when I get out… Eventually after 30 minutes, told her that I was upset because of my ex (Sarah Taylor). And the fact that it ended so badly between us both, told her that I still had feelings for her, even though I’m in a new relationship with someone else and it’s great and that, but we don’t really have enough time to talk between us (she’s in the same hospital as me and I don’t think staff would like seeing me with her, so haven’t told anyone) anyway… It came down to me telling the staff member that I have reminders of S. T. constantly throughout the week, whether that be a song on the radio or even just the name of a member of staff that’s on the ward… It instantly brings up feelings that I shouldn’t be having really, and the worst part is that I tell S. T about this… Just dunno what to do…

On a better note, it was my nephews birthday this week 🎂 so I travelled to coychurch to see him and his new car, had a great time catching up with him, and hopefully he will come and visit me soon…

Last updated August 12, 2018