Feeling lost and stressed... and hopeful in 2018

  • Feb. 25, 2018, 6:37 a.m.
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This next week I will hear back from a job that I applied for that I so desperately want. I will find out if I am going to be called in for an interview or if I will get just another computer generated response of ‘thank you for your application, unfortunately.....’

This is a job that would give me a 30k pay rise and would be for my dream company to work for. I have never wanted a job more in my entire life.

I am feeling tired at work again and had a bad week. I was recovering from a virus and had a week and a half off. I forgot to reply back to an email about ordering some business cards and wasn’t told they were urgent. Needless to say I got in trouble for that. I feel like it was such a big deal and I will definitely have not heard the last of that. I am not looking forward to my Friday fortnightly review with my manager.

I need to start dropping back down to part time work again so that I can focus son my studies which are once again getting behind. I know I will not finish by the end of the year and that my work will not be happy with me for not getting it done by then. I have to leave before the end of the year. I need to do my studies at my own pace without added pressure - I know that now.

Anyway, better get back to trying to smash out as much as possible on a Sunday arvo before I have to face another week of hell.

This job is in God’s hands now.


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