Rock Bottom in What's Going On Today

I’m sure I’ve hit rock bottom today. We’ve been slowly running out of money. Doing what we have to do to survive. We decided to move because we knew we would have the next months rent. We are going to a extended stay hotel untll things get better. Its actually cheaper to stay there. Then today our water gets turned off and we can’t get it back on. Well that was today.
Last night, I was watching Greys anatomy and one of the episodes triggered me. Started having flash backs to giving birth to my first. I know I was on the verge of a panic attack. At the time I just felt anxious. But I tried to talk to my husband. He didn’t like what I had to say. We argued a bit and I ran off about to cry. My neighbors then decides, at two o’clock in the morning, to shoot off fireworks. It scared me and sent me into a panic attack. I called for my husband before I couldn’t communicate anymore and he help calm me down. I haven’t felt right since then. I didn’t sleep good last night. Sigh......barely holding on. Have no one to talk to about this so I guess a journal is the next best thing to a friend. Just need to remember that and stop holding everything in.