Today is a great day. The sun is finally shining. Instead of the the bone cold temperature we have been having it is finally about 30 degrees. This gives me hope and lifts up my spirit. Also my internet is finally working again. The most important thing is I finally paid off all my probation fines and on Thursday I will receive life changing news.
I might be getting of probation early, and if I do I can finally start my journey to move across country to start a new life. I need to get away from everyone I used to know. The faces of people I used to call friends. Past lovers who only brought me misery. Sure I'll miss my family but I need to do this for me. I feel like I'm suffocating slowly here in this house, only dark memories remain after my suicide attempt.
But on the other hand if I do not receive good news and I'm stuck on probation for longer I'm going to go mad. This whole probation thing really brings me down.
So lets hope for the best.
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