🍄Now I am become Death in Strangely Estranged

The artificial telepathy is never very clear it seems. It comes as ideas, thoughts I used to think were mine. Now I realize they are thoughts projected onto my brain. Its very disturbing if I think about it too much. We all would like to think our thoughts are our own. We would like to feel they are our personal creation that we own. Unfortunately, at least for me… they’re not. At least not always, since it’s hard to know who came up with the idea.

Today’s thought, where ever it may have come from is that of my phone number. I had created a way to remember it that wasn’t very good. I only told it to a few people, one of whom I saw years later. I was surprised that he remembered it. There was something in his eyes when we discussed the number. Like he knew something of great importance that I did not. I brushed off the thought but it has resurfaced many times since that day. Today it came up again and this time I tried leaving off the final digit and reversing the remaining digits and adding those as number of days to my birth-date.

The result was J. Robert Oppenheimer’s 115th birthday! He would be 42,003 days old. The 115 is curious since 1/15 is my birthday. Also very strange is the 42,003 could be my conception date, which I believe to be April 23. Now I am become death on April 22, 2019?

Last updated April 28, 2018