3/21/2018
TODAY IS THE DAY...... right? I want to make changes. Let me rephrase that, I need to make changes.
A brief overview of me
25 (not wanting to turn 26)
Stuck in the past
figuring out my crazy ass job (educating 6-year-olds)
In a relationship that is fucking confusing (four years of my life)
In need of a new hobby
Trying to figure what it means to be a fucking woman in this world
So my life isn’t bad and it is kind of pathetic that I feel like I am having a crisis. To the outsider, I am doing well and everything is fing perfect. So… What is there to complain about? I am literally a white first-grade teacher with a masters degree who lives in a dope apartment, in an awesome city, with a man who absolutely adores me. I mean you don’t get any better than my boyfriend. He is smart, caring, and loving. I have money (not a lot) and friends. Oh, and I am only 25. I NEED FOR NOTHING. However, I am in need of change. IF THINGS DO NOT CHANGE I WILL LOSE IT! Ha, who am I kidding? I already am.
Problem Number One: I need to reinvent myself. I don’t like me and things need to change RIGHT NOW! But how? and where do I start? CHANGE IS SOOOOOOOOO HARD!
List of Changes that need to happen.
- Well, my weight of course
- Become a better a teacher (sometimes I suck)
- GET A NEW HOBBY: So at one point in my life, I was a dancer and everything in my life revolved around dance (Go me). I only cared for dance lol and I was happy. But things changed when I was 20 and everything became about school, I needed a real job. I hadn’t been much of a student and my life changed when I decided dance was not my forever job (so sad). As you can tell from my lack of grammar I may have struggled some. But now I have no hobby. To me, I need something that is creative and not stressful. Work cannot be my hobby!!!! I need a break from work and you would too if you dealt with 22 six-year-olds every single day.
- Oh I need to work on my relationship
-Virginia
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