First in Sorry to bother you

This is my first entry so please be nice
I made this to let someone out there know how I feel. Maybe someone out there can help me but maybe not, thats fine. Maybe you feel the same way.
I’m not the best at grammar nor spelling. I’m not the best at expressing myself. I started this four time, erased this completely thinking what would happen if someone found out who I am. I just want to be heard without being known. I just want someone to be understanding without the judgement.