I had a pretty decent day. I went on a kind of field trip with my aunt and my dad. It was to a jewelry store, we went because we also make jewelry.. Anyway it was kind of awkward because I didn't have much to say. They were all jabbering on in adult speech. In other words, saying a bunch of shit that didn't mean anything to make themselves sound good, and that's just not the type of thing I do. The lady asked me how I fit into the equation and I just said I worked at the store..and then my aunt added on that I was a creative designer of sorts blah blah which isn't true, we all make little trinkets here and there. I suppose I should learn to talk myself up even though it makes me uncomfortable? Also my aunt had thought I had started taking classes at a university...I had to correct her and say I was going to community college. It was kind of embarrassing. Later on my mother made a rude comment about how it was just community college and they don't expect too much. :( and I had been so proud of myself for starting school again. It's discouraging and I sort of want to quit, but I'm gonna keep going. I'll get my motivation back up on my own. I miss my boyfriend. He doesn't want to hang out nearly enough, and it makes it difficult that I have an adorable angel of a child that he doesn't really wish to spend time with. So I'll see him Friday. Note me if you can!!!!
Love, Lucy
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