Sex in The Chronicles of Raven A True Tale Of A Sissy

Ok I’m going off everything I can recall and remember. Keep in mind all this is happening simotanously with dressing.
My first experience to porn I was 12. First one I had ever seen was Playboy the Issue with Ginger Spice, my dad had allowed me to see certain pictures from that issue due to my obsession with the Spice Girls, (The Red Herring?) It was pretty respectful, just boobs mostly. It didn’t do very much for me, maybe a little. My second experience was with a guy name Carl, he had stole his dad’s Penthouse and a Hustler. I remember opening the Or Penthouse up, it was the first time I had ever seen a Vaginia. My first reaction was not pleasure or excitment. It mostly repulse. I pretended it was awesome but it was mostly not.
Next we opened the Hustler. This is where things got interesting for me. At first it was more or less the same as the Hustler. But about half way through, there was a very vulgar scene of an MMF threesome.
I don’t know if it was due to familiarity or what, but I was excited but the sight of these 2 giant dicks.
A few years later I had my first sexual experience with a girl.
We had been dating at this time, for about 7 months. Due to pure pressure of being stereotypical middle school male, I felt like I needed to get laid, if I did that I would be able to fix myself.
I asked her if I could go down on her, she said yes, so I did. I remember going down and knowing what to expect, and was surprised when I realized she for real didn’t have a penis. I ate her out for about 5 minutes and was done, it pry wasn’t very good at all, I had no clue what to do.
She later the week ran around telling the school that I raped her.
After that I didn’t even try to touch a girl after that for a long time. Being dubbed a rapist even though you asked for consent is scary even at a young age.
While all this was happening, this very brand new, untested, innovative, complex and insane world was just popping up. The internet. This was before videos could really be downloaded. My first eporn search ever, was gay porn. My first hard copy of porn I bought at 18 was gay porn.
I used tampons at age 11, found my first vibrator at age 12. My 18th birthday present to myself was 2 gay porn dvds, 1 tranny DVD, a vibrating dildo, silk lube, and a trip to the viewing booth.
I learned here gloryholes are very real. And although it was my first time seeing one I wondered what I would do if known is came through. It never did. However I still go here to this day.
I’m the military I found 2 adult bookstores with gloryholes, I attended the one frequently until it was shut down.
Those story’s are all to come.
When I turned 18, i had sex with my high school girlfriend. It was amazing and have acquired a taste for women. I’ve never dated a man, as you come to find out most of my encounters are anonymous.