Hi Brother,
How are you today? I hope it was good and productive. I was very busy today. I had two labs back to back, three hours each. I love my major but this semester the schedule did not work out in my favor. I did have some time to relax afterwords. I even ate lunch in the main hall. My anxiety was little high but as soon as I got back to my dorm i calmed down. I actually feel confident for once. I haven’t felt this confident in a long time. I did my makeup and actually did my hair instead stuffing it in a hat.
Choir started up again. I love the music we’re singing. It’s nice to just sing with others without pressure. The choir is like a family. Truly. We tell each other we love each other and we help each other. They are really supportive! It’s the only time I’m in a large group of people when my anxiety isn’t soaring high. I don’t even shake! I’m always so uncomfortable when I’m out in public, but with my choir I’m okay. They don’t give me the security as you do, but it’s a good fill in since you can’t be here. I wish you were here. I miss you a lot. My heart arches sometime thinking about how far away you are. You know what I really miss? Your hugs. I always felt safe when you gave me hugs. I felt loved…I’ve yet to meet someone who makes me feel as loved and safe as you do. And I’m sure if I did you probably want to know who they were!
Well that’s all for today. I have classes tomorrow and I’m totally dreading this chem homework right now. But it’s due in about 12 hours and I haven’t started-kmn. I’d much rather be reading Oedipus. Anyways… I love you Brother.
Love, Lil Sis
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