Hi brother,
How was your day today? I hope it was as peaceful as mine. I’m sure you’re working very hard. You always were one to give your every effort. I wonder if you’re in school? If you are, then I wonder what you study. I remember you dreamed of being a pharmacist when we were younger. Is that something you still want to do?
I’ve been working very hard in school. It’s hard sometimes with all the classes and busy schedules. I get tired very easily and sometimes I just want to give up. But every time I do, I can here you saying “Do it for the babies. You have to be there for them.” That gives me the strength to keep working hard. I try my best to get good grades and I try to set the best example I can for the babies. We both know the parents aren’t going to. It was always us who took care of the babies.
I remember when Agent J even called me “mama”. I was so shocked and I couldn’t believe it. I remember explaining to him that I was his sister and not his mama. He was so cute! I miss those Saturday mornings when you made pancakes and waffles, while I got the the babies changed and ready to eat. You would always put sprinkles in the pancakes to make them rainbow colored. The parents would still be asleep and we had to make sure the kids were quietly occupied as we cleaned up the kitchen.
Do you remember when we would dance with the babies while the parents were gone? Since the Asshole never let you use the living room speaker, we’d wait until he was gone and turn the music up. Agent J would bounce to the music and we each held one of the twins while we danced in the living room. We dance for an hour or two and then gave the babies their baths and got them dressed in their pjs. You always made me change Princess because you were way too uncomfortable with changing her, even though I was perfectly fine with changing the boys. I still smile thinking about it to this day. You were excited to see them grown up. You couldn’t wait to be the big brother who protected his little sister from boys. Though, I always saw you that way. My big protective brother. I hope they will remember you. Even if they don’t I’ll still tell them about you. I’ll tell them about all the things you did for them and why you had to go. I’m sure T is telling them about you already. He misses you a lot by the way. He really looked up to you.
Thats all for now Brother. I’ll talk to you again soon. I miss you. The babies miss you. I hope you’re staying safe and warm. I love you.
Love, Lil Sis
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