K called. During the conversation she starts talking about her previous ex…not to be confused with her current ‘ex’..and says “I’ve only had two girlfriends in my life.”
I couldn’t even say anything. My words were choked back in my throat as I felt tears burning in the corner of my eyes. Everything this girl has said to me has been a lie. There were certain aspects I was growing to accept, like slowly lifting your hand from a nasty gaping wound…but this? I suppose it was my last shred of dignity. Considering everything, I could have fooled myself into believing that, even for a brief moment, my feelings were reciprocated but with a few seconds even that has been destroyed. I’m trying so hard not to cry but the pain in my chest refuses to leave.
How can people be so evil to each other? How can someone build another person up just to destroy them even more than what they started at? Why are people like this? If you don’t have feelings for someone just say so…why draw it out, playing with their heart when you know you’re feeding them lies.
I’m trying to find a positive, anything to stop the angry tears and a realization just came over me. She destroyed me but also freed me. I have nothing to bind me to her anymore with this last emotional blow.
People suck.
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