14/7/2012 Saturday in 2012

Yesterday when I told her about the mouse problem Victor said he can just buy two new ones - one for Iveta and one for me. And so he. He bought a black and green one for Iveta and a black one for me. It's kinda tiny compared to my old one but at least it's working as it should without any problems so that's a major improvement. Today I continued working on my Blanche project. So far it's going good but it pretty much takes my entire day. Tomorrow when I start reading Adventures of Tom Sawyer I'll probably write a lot less, or maybe nothing at all, we will see about that. This morning I made them an omelette. This one was different than the rest because the tomatoes were inside the omelette when before I put fresh ones on the plate. And on this one I put some cambozola blue cheese that I found in the fridge. What she said was that she liked tomatoes that were in the omelette and cheese that was on top rather than inside. So I guess that's how I'm gonna make them from now. Life is strange these days. Last year by this time I felt semi-normal. Even okay but now I feel no less depressed. I always thought of my depression as seasonal so what has changed now? Yesterday we again had "talk" about going to Oma's house where I yet again told her that I don't want to be stuck there for two weeks. I think that in the end she just doesn't understand that I can't be "on" all the time, I can't constantly act sociable.